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Fr Guy Writes

June 2021

Dear Friends,

As we emerge from the COVID 19 restrictions placed on our lives and give thanks for the continuing rollout  of  the  vaccine  programme,  we  can tentatively begin to look to the future with hope.

As Government restrictions and guidelines are eased and things are opening up, we perceive the time is right to look at the worship we offer on a Sunday. Following conversations with Carol and Beth, your churchwardens, the Standing Committee of your Parochial Church Council, and with the support of the PCC, we feel that we can reinstate the Said Holy Eucharist at 8.00 am every Sunday. We also feel the time is right to move the 9.30 am Parish Eucharist back half an hour so that our worship begins at 10.00 am on a Sunday morning.

There are various reasons for introducing this change. Firstly, research shows that the optimum time for a Sunday service is 10.00 am; this change  may  help  us  as  we  seek  to encourage young families and children  to join our worshipping community. The parish where I was previously  Incumbent  introduced  this change and we began to see families and children attend far more regularly. Secondly, within your Parish Profile the Parish Questionnaire asked, “if you could change one thing?” A number of responses clearly indicated that they would like a later service time. And thirdly, the time between the end of the 8.00 am Said Eucharist and the beginning of the 9.30 am Parish Eucharist leaves very  little  time  for  the Priest to prepare or to gather their thoughts before the next act of worship. From experience I know that an extra half an hour between two acts of worship makes a prayerful difference.

With this modest change in time, it is my hope and prayer, that this will help and encourage us to “open up” and become more accessible to young families and children. It may also help us in our outreach to the wider community and in our desire to be inclusive and open to all.

There is also the opportunity to offer different kinds of worship on a weekday or Sunday evenings as we explore together ways in which we may broaden the range of our worship of God, and so attract more people to journey with us as we share the story of God’s love for us and for the world.

Sunday Worship

8.00 am Said Eucharist.

10.00am Parish Eucharist.

It is hoped that this new pattern of worship on a Sunday morning will   begin   on  Sunday  4th  July  2021,  as  long  as  Government  restrictions continue to be lifted.

With hope and prayer,



Fr Guy Writes

April 2021

Dear Friends,

Like many, last Saturday afternoon (17th April), I sat and watched H.R.H. Prince Philip, Duke of Edinburgh’s funeral from Windsor Castle and St. George’s Chapel.  I found the music, the procession and the service moving, dignified and fitting, in accordance with the Duke’s wishes.

For the eight days of mourning since his death much has be written, heard, and seen recalling Prince Philip’s long and distinguished life. A life of  service,  anchored by faith. His interests and passions were wide ranging;  from  environmental  conservation  to  young people, from supporting  our  Armed  Forces  to  carriage racing, from encouraging interfaith dialogue and understanding to innovation in engineering. He has been rightly praised for his unfailing support and unstinting loyalty to the Queen and his commitment to their family.

What I hadn’t appreciated was Prince Philip’s strong commitment to the Christian faith. In an article published in the Church Times on 16th April 2021, The Rt. Rev’d Graham James, former Bishop of Norwich, wrote this; “He (Prince Philip) may have been baptised in the Greek Orthodox Church, but he seemed more at home at matins than high mass. I think sermons  were  more  important  to  him  than sacraments. His was a cerebral faith, and, in that sense, he was a son of the Enlightenment. But he did have a sacramental understanding of creation. His book Survival or Extinction, written with Michael Mann, was an early contribution to developing a Christian theology of the environment, one in which the earth was understood as a means of grace given by a Creator God, and which should not be exploited, but demand good stewardship.”

In this Easter season, when we give thanks for our Easter faith and the gift of eternal life, we give thanks for Prince Philip and for his example of Christian service.

We pray for Her Majesty the Queen as she faces the rest of her reign with a “huge void” instead of her “rock”, and for all members of the Royal Family at this time.

I end  with  the  words  that  begin  the  Russian  Contakion  of  the Departed which were sung at Prince Philip’s funeral.

Give rest, O Christ, to your servant with your saints: where sorrow and pain are no more, neither sighing, but life everlasting.

With Easter hope,



February 2021

Dear Friends,

At the beginning of February, we celebrate the Feast of Candlemas, marking the end of Epiphanytide. By the middle of February we will be in the penitential season of Lent. Ash Wednesday is 17th February this year.

Candlemas is traditionally a festival of light, marking the end of the whole Advent – Christmas – Epiphany season, when the light of Christ shining into the darkened world is a predominant theme. It has a bittersweet feel to it; there is a sense that Candlemas is a bridge between a season of anticipation, joy and revelation and the more sombre message of Lent, which shortly follows. As we read in Luke’s Gospel, like Simeon in the Temple, it points both back (to the joy of the birth) and forward (to a time of testing). We have to leave the manger and turn to face the Cross.

But before we do move on, I would like to reflect on the Epiphany theme of gifts. At the Feast of the Epiphany we consider the wonderful gift God has given to us, the gift of Love found in a baby, the gift of God’s own son Jesus. And having received such an unconditional gift, how or what should be our response? Surely, we give thanks, heartfelt thanks for a wondrous gift and a humble acceptance that anything that we say or do in return cannot compare to the mystery of God’s love. All we have to offer in return is our time, talents and treasure or as Christina Rossetti puts it: ‘What can I give him, poor as I am? if I were a shepherd I would bring a lamb; if I were a wise man I would do my part; yet what I can I give him, give my heart.’

As Christians we are called to respond to God’s gift to us in all that we do and say, in our worship, in our prayer, in our daily lives, and as we respond to God’s gift of love we ourselves become open hearted and can share with joy God’s love to all we meet and help build up God’s Kingdom here in this place at this time.

As we journey through another national lockdown, it is up to us to share God’s  love  and  light with those around us in our daily lives (socially distanced of course!). And it is up to us to recognise and acknowledge God’s love and light we see revealed in the many acts of kindness and care we receive from others and our NHS. Despite the darkness of a worldwide  pandemic  the  light  of  God’s  love  can  be seen in our community,  in our companionship one for another, in our generous giving  of  time,  support  and  help,  and  in  listening  to  each  other informing our prayer and reflection on all that God has given us. God’s continues to pour out his love and light around us in all creation. It is at times like these when we can pause and look again at the many signs of God’s Kingdom around us.

At Candlemas we leave God’s love as revealed in the manger and to Simeon and Anna in the Temple, and prepare to face God’s love as shown on the Cross. We do so in the light of Jesus Christ, God’s gift of love  to  us.   May that light of love shine in us as we express our thankfulness in all that we do and say as we approach the Holy Season of Lent.

Yours in Christ,



Fr Christopher Writes

September 2019

The claim in the Letter to the Hebrews that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever, has always appealed to me.   I am a creature of habit and routine.  I like things to be the same.  On the whole the familiar appeals to me.  For people such as myself then the Church would at first sight seem to be a comfortable and good place to be, because like Jesus, the Church is always the same.  At least, I think it is true that in churchgoing people like the familiar, they like what they know and what they are used to.

But for a start we need to distinguish between the Church and churches, for churches are always changing.  We might like to think that churches, those immutable buildings which loom so large in the landscape and streetscape of both town and country are symbols of stability in a constantly changing world, but that is simply not true.  We only have to think of the history of our own church building to realise that is so.

The Rev’d John Skinner of Camerton lamented in his diary that for want of spending money on repairs the old church at Midsomer Norton was to be levelled.  The consequences he thought would be awful.  John Skinner was  also  a person who did not like change.  He was cynical about the reasons for the lack of repair, that the church architect preferred the thought  of  the  commission  for a new church rather than the smaller remuneration of scheme of renovation.  Whatever the reason and it might be that there was simply a desire for a new modern up to date church as not everyone had Skinner’s antiquarian interest.

In 1830 the old church apart from the tower was demolished and the new church opened in 1832.  But that opening hardly signalled a period of stability for almost immediately church fashions in worship began to change as a result of the Oxford Movement.  The new church was built with a short chancel which was almost hidden by a three decker pulpit arrangements – the marks of that can still be seen in the floor at the front  of  the  nave.   There  was  also  a  gallery  on three sides.  The entrance to these galleries was at the east end on either side of the chancel.  One of these stair case entrances has completely disappeared on the south side (it is where the Lady Chapel is).  The other stair case gallery was eventually at the upper level made into an organ gallery, while the lower part is the lobby into the vestries.  Under the galleries there were small pews which faced inwards from the wall, with an aisle running between these and the ends of the main pews which faced at right  angles  towards  the front of the church.  At some point it was decided to alter the layout at the front of the church by removing the three decker pulpit, doing away with small pews under the galleries and having all the pews facing to the front with the aisles against the nave walls as at present.

So it went on.  The church is now on its third pulpit, the chancel was lengthened as a war memorial, the galleries were removed, the lady chapel  was  built,  the  organ  relocated several times to its present position in its western gallery,  the  vestries  were added and so on.  Indeed we might say that rather than symbolising Jesus, who is always  the same, our church buildings point to another important truth, which also occurs in Hebrews, that here we have no abiding city but rather we seek for the city to come.  As St Peter tells us we are here as strangers and pilgrims and nothing about our life here is permanent and lasting.

Life as a journey, a  pilgrimage  is  one  of  the great images of the Christian life.  Indeed it is perhaps because life changes that we need a faith.   The  Bible  is  full  of journeys undertaken in faith and those journeys can be very illuminating for our own journey.

For example, the Hebrews after initially being welcomed into Egypt through the good offices of Joseph, had steadily been treated worse and worse.  In the end, they were no more than slaves and so under the leadership of Moses they left Egypt for a new life and a new home, a time of momentous change.  Yet even in their impoverished and abused state there were times when they looked back on their slavery as a golden time.  When they met any obstacle on their journey they took fright and looked back with longing. “Oh we remember all the good things we ate in Egypt,” they lamented: all pure fantasy.   They had to learn to trust in God, that just as he had rescued them from Egypt so he would not abandon them on their journey but would lead them safely to its end and fulfilment.

It is not our surroundings and life which remains the same, but God’s love for us shown and made real and visible in Jesus Christ which is the constant in our life.  It is Jesus himself who shows us how to develop our faith and trust in God who is the one constant in our lives.

On the last night of his earthly life when all before him seemed to be darkness, indeed when he could see only the end of death, Jesus did what must have been for him a well practiced habit.  In order that he might look forward with hope and faith he looked back over his life in thanksgiving.  Indeed Jesus gave us that pattern to be the foundation of our own lives as he gave thanks over the bread and wine and promised that whenever we did the same he would be with us, so that we might be sure that in times of change as we journey forward we do so not in fear  and  dread  of  what  is  to  come,  but in expectation, hope and excitement that the God who has so richly blessed us in the past will continue to do so in ways that pass our imaginations and plans.

God bless us all.


August 2019

I must begin with a very big thank you to all those who  were involved in the celebrations, Sung Mass, and party  for the Nativity  of  St John  the  Baptist.   It  was  wonderful and overwhelming to share the occasion with church family, family,  friends,  former  parishioners  of  St  John’s  and  members of other churches where I have served.  The church looked beautiful and welcoming and so was everything about the day.

Thank you for your generosity, shared in so many ways, and not least in the two gifts of an apple tree and a rose. Both tree and rose have been planted in our garden in Salisbury and look very at home. The apple tree has a surprising amount of fruit which is beginning to swell and ripen and we have been told that the rose, called “Rambling Rector”, needs very tight control; it already seems to be growing at quite a pace.

At a time of change it is natural to think about what is lasting and important, what is essential and what, though it might have been enjoyable and necessary, can now be left behind. One of the readings which I use at funerals is from the 15th Chapter  of  Paul’s  letter  to the Corinthians in which he answers their question about how the dead are raised. He explains that our death is like a seed being sown in the ground. If we knew nothing about the biology of seeds we would find it very hard to believe that from a small seed comes a wonderful new plant so different is shape and  size  and  appearance  from the seed and yet, miraculously all the information for that plant is contained within the kernel of the seed. So what is, or what should be at the kernel of the seed, the heart of our lives, which will be resurrected in heaven?

I  think  that  St  Paul  gives  us  the  answer  earlier on in his first letter to the Corinthians, in the famous chapter 13 when he describes the quality of love. There are three great gifts he says; faith, hope and love, and the greatest is the gift of love which is the gift that endures for ever. We do not need to have hope  in heaven for we will have  arrived. We will not need to have faith in heaven, for who hopes for what they see. The gift of love will continue, for it is the whole life of heaven and it is what makes us the people we are. The love we have received, the love we have given and the love we have shared defines us and makes us who we are and it is that love which will flourish anew in the life of heaven.

As Christians we base our lives on love, the love of Christ and the love of our families and the love of our Christian family. At the Last Supper, Christ promised that when the disciples celebrated the Eucharist he would be with them to fill them with his life. As Christians we care for one another through our actions and through our prayers.

Our prayers for one another and our sharing in the Eucharist are certainly two of the things which are essentials to our lives as Christians.

The Feast of the Assumption August the 15th

The Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary: the raising of Our Lady, body and soul, at the end of her earthly life, to be with her Son in heaven is celebrated on the 15th of August. It easy to misunderstand the sense of ‘assumption’. We could think along the lines that, since Mary was such a great saint, we assume that she is heaven. That is not quite right though. The assumption is not on our part, but on God’s part. It is not we who make the assumption. It is God who makes the assumption. So perhaps the sense is better understood if we think of God ‘lifting’ Mary into heaven. A slightly different sense of the word ‘assumption’ than the one we often use.

This tendency to be misunderstood is perhaps one of the reasons the feast lends  itself  to  controversy  as  well  as the Assumption’s apparent lack of scriptural foundation. The scriptural reference points are certainly scant. The Gospel reading for the feast describes Mary’s visit to her kinswoman Elizabeth:

that is the scriptural foundation to another Marian feast: the Visitation of the Blessed Virgin Mary.   We use the Visitation reading, because there is nothing in the gospels that describes the Assumption in the way that the Visitation is described.  Elsewhere, Psalm 132, where the Blessed Virgin is interpreted as the “Ark of God” that is taken into heaven, is cited.

Along with similar interpretations of Genesis 3:15, 1 Corinthians 15:54, and Revelation 12:1-2, this hardly amounts to an explicit expression of the dogma of the Assumption; on their own, they are not a ringing endorsement. The Anglican theologian John MacQuarrie rather interestingly quotes from St John’s Gospel where our Lord promises to share the glory which he has with the Father with his disciples. In a sense he says that Mary’s assumption is the promise of our own.

It is though no surprise then that those for whom the bible is paramount, for whom nothing can be said without clear biblical justification, that the idea of the Assumption is not something they are easy with. Saying that something comes from tradition is not too convincing unless you are someone who has studied the tradition, and can trace its development. Tradition, however, is what  we should turn to. Tradition lends support to an interpretation of scripture that supports the Assumption.

Tradition  shows  that  the  Assumption of Mary is a long held belief and practice. In England, pre-reformation  art  in the York Minster depicts the Assumption.  There  are  multiple  apocryphal  accounts  of  belief  in  the Assumption dating back to at least the 4th century. St John Damascene writes that the Virgin’s  empty  tomb  was  attested  to  at the Council of Chalcedon in 451. Pope Saint Leo IV confirmed the feast of the Assumption in the 9th century, but it had already been celebrated for centuries.

The Assumption was clearly supported by church people across a wide area from just after the time in which the books of the bible were written. It may even be that the writers of  the gospels were aware of the doctrine, but simply didn’t express it explicitly in their writings. It is certainly the case that the  Assumption complements  what  is  found  in  the  bible.   It  doesn’t  contradict the bible.

In the gospel we have a description of the blessed life of the Virgin Mary. A blessed life to which the assumption is an appropriate end, and perhaps the only logical conclusion. It makes sense, that she should be assumed into heaven, as a representative of humanity, where she intercedes for humanity. It is only proper then, that at the end of her earthly life, that she should be raised to heaven, to share in her Son’s victory: an assumption that is on offer to the entire human race. Jesus tells us that he has gone to prepare a place for us. Surely, it is right to believe that the Blessed Virgin already has that place.


July 2019

St Matthew, in telling the story of Jesus from his birth to post-resurrection commission, is structured around five discourses of Jesus.   Five times we have extended passages where the Lord speaks and teaches; some have suggested that this is a deliberate imitation of the five Books of the Jewish law.

In the middle of the third discourse – the pivot, one might say, of Jesus’ teaching, are the parables about the weedy field, the mustard seed and the yeast.   The whole discourse contains seven parables about the kingdom of heaven; the parables of the sower, the three I have already listed and then the hidden treasure, the pearl and the net. The parable of the weedy field and the two that follow all start with a reference to the kingdom: “The kingdom of heaven may be compared to a man who sowed good seed…”, “the kingdom of heaven is like a grain of mustard…”, “the kingdom of heaven is like leaven…”. It would be something of an understatement to say that the kingdom of heaven seems to be quite important to Jesus.

Not only is it the theme of this central discourse, but, like John before him, it is the first thing Jesus preaches in his ministry; “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand!”

All this proclaiming of the kingdom and saying what it is like begs a question: “What is the kingdom of heaven?” A hint: it’s not a place with clouds and angels and harps. Nor really is Christ speaking particularly about a happy afterlife, although that is certainly part of the picture.

Actually, “What is the kingdom of heaven?” is the wrong question. The first parable tells us “the kingdom of heaven may be compared to a man who sowed good seed” – not to the seed, nor to the field where it is sown, but to the man who sows it. Later, in his explanation of the parable, Jesus says, “He who sows the good seed is the Son of man”, which is his way of referring to himself. In other words it is Christ himself who is the kingdom of heaven. So the question is not “What is the kingdom of heaven?” but instead “Who is the kingdom of heaven?” and the answer is Jesus of Nazareth, the one whom Peter will later describe as “the Christ, the Son of the living God”. When Christ says: “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand!” he is effectively saying, “Repent – because I am here!”

The coming of Christ signals a new nation, a new people of God, a new reign. Returning to the parables we can perhaps now better understand that reign. When Christ says, “The kingdom of heaven is like a grain of mustard seed”, he is saying, “I am like a grain of mustard seed. You might think that I am tiny and insignificant but from the tiny seed of my presence the greatness of God will be revealed.”

When Christ says, “The kingdom of heaven is like leaven” he is saying, “I am like yeast hidden in the meal. I am present throughout the whole of creation, often unseen and unnoticed, but quietly working to transform the universe.”

In the parable of the weeds among the wheat Christ tells us, “I am the one who sows what is good in the world and I will not allow that good to be destroyed by evil and corruption. You whom I have sown will not be cut down for the sake of the evil in the world, but I will gather you to myself at the close of the age.”

This is the kingdom of heaven, this is Jesus Christ who is proclaimed by the gospels and whom we are called to follow. When we live Christ like lives, insignificant though they may be, then we bring the kingdom of heaven close and make the prayer which Jesus taught us our very own: thy kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven.


June 2019

Celebrations and anniversaries can be like buses, you wait for ages for a bus to come along and then several come at once; that is certainly true for me personally.  This month sees the feast of Corpus Christi, a day of thanksgiving for the Holy Eucharist, which this year is on the 20th of June. As it is fixed in relation to Trinity Sunday, it is always the first Thursday after Trinity Sunday. it is not on a particular date like Christmas but moves backwards and forwards like Easter. For me it is always a special day beyond the general purpose of the feast but also because it was the day I was confirmed at the church of St Michael and All Angels in Northampton.

My father had moved from a teaching post in Leigh on Sea to become Headteacher of a Special School in Northampton, and that was where I had most of my primary and all of my secondary education at what was then proudly called the Town and County Grammar School for Boys. Also, and perhaps more significantly one of my brothers and I used to go to the church of St Edmund Northampton, where the priest, who had been there for many years, was Fr William Denny. it was here that I learnt about the Christian Faith and also learned to serve, though one of my proud boasts is that my earliest religious memory is being a boat boy at the Christmas Midnight Mass at St German, Roath Park in Cardiff. I was probably about five at the time. It was the church where my parents were married and all of my brothers and sisters and myself were baptised.

St German continues to prosper but unfortunately in the 1970’s St Edmunds was declared to be in a dangerous condition and too expensive to repair, so although it was a very grand and big church it was demolished and there is now an open space where it used to be.


From Northampton I went to study Biology at Queen Mary’s which was then a college of the University of London but is now a university in its own right. While I was there I lodged in house in Wanstead and that was important for two reasons. I joined the congregation of Christ Church Wanstead and was sponsored for ordination from that parish and there was also a young lady in the congregation who was to become very important in my life.

The system by which people are recommended for ordination has evolved over the years but I was recommended by the Parish Priest at Wanstead, Fr Paul Bowen,   through my home diocese, which was Peterborough. The process was slightly complicated by the fact that St Edmund’s had been demolished and Fr Denny retired while I was at University and my home was still in Northampton but I then had no attachment to a church there.

Having successfully passed a selection board I then went to St Stephen’s House, an Anglican theological college, in Oxford, where for the first two years (of three) I was able to study Theology at the University while also preparing for ordination. It was a very different world compared to that of students today. In London I had a grant to cover living expenses and tuition fees had not been heard about. In Oxford, as for most ordinands at the time, the church paid for full time residential training: student loans were far in the distance.

In those days it was usual to have two curacies. The first or title, had a first, very probationary year, as a deacon, and if that year was successful then ordination as a priest followed. Then after a suitable time a move on to another parish to gain more and wider experience followed. As a deacon you were able to perform limited functions: it was only after ordination as a priest that you were able to celebrate the Eucharist.

My title parish was Our Lady and All Saints, Chesterfield, famous as the church with the crooked spire and locally called “The Spire.”  Chesterfield was then a very industrial town with coal mining, although the pits were closing, and heavy industry – a great deal of which has now disappeared. Chesterfield was a very busy town centre church with lots going on and a very strong choral and musical tradition. My ordination as both priest and deacon took place in Derby Cathedral by the Bishop of Derby, Cyril Bowles, who although a very grand figure was a most kindly person and took a keen interest in the welfare and well being of his clergy.

From Chesterfield I then moved across country to East Anglia to Norwich and the parish of Thorpe St Andrew, a predominantly residential parish on the outskirts of Norwich, on the Yarmouth side of the City. Norwich was and is, as it advertised itself, a very fine city. For Diane and myself it was also the place where we started married life and Diane worked as a ward sister at the Jenny Lind Children’s Hospital which was part of the Norfolk and Norwich Hospital.

After four years at Thorpe, we then moved to Highbridge where I was vicar for ten years and Diane worked again as a ward sister at the Bristol Children’s Hospital. It was in Highbridge that all of our four children were born and so life changed greatly with Diane giving up paid work to become a mother and great support in the parish.

Then 25 years ago in June on Midsummer Day I was instituted as Vicar of Midsomer Norton. It has been a very busy time with the inevitable ups and downs, successes and failures, but all in all been a very fulfilling time personally, family wise and parish wise. I have been very fortunate to have in Diane someone who has been totally supportive of my life as a priest and a great asset to the parish, and I have been very fortunate to be in place with a very generous, committed and welcoming congregation. It is a great joy every Sunday to share in the Eucharist with you and to do that in a building which is beautiful and up-lifting.

So a very personal anniversary, and two more public ones. I hope that as many of you as possible will be able to join Diane, our family and myself at the Eucharist on the 23rd of June as I celebrate my fortieth anniversary as a priest and twenty-fifth anniversary as Vicar of Midsomer Norton.



May 2019

‘Two disciples are on their way home,  perhaps they are husband and wife.  They are talking, debating even, about the things they had witnessed during their stay in Jerusalem for the great festival of Passover, for what they had seen and witnessed had left them quite baffled.

A stranger overtakes them and asks them what they are discussing.  It surprises them that he knows nothing of what has happened, since they assume that he is a pilgrim just like themselves.  ‘What things, tell me’, he asks, tongue in cheek as we (but of course not they) can see. So they tell him: Jesus the Nazarene, a prophet, was arrested and executed, the one they’d hoped was going to redeem God’s people, the anointed One. Then adding to the horror of his execution was the fact that his body had now disappeared,  the  tomb  was  found  empty  by  some  women of their acquaintance. Even more extraordinary was that the women said they’d seen a vision of angels, declaring he was alive. What could anyone make of it all?


It’s a very compact and neat summary of the facts. As so often happens, though, the facts in this case don’t make much sense.  You can tell people what happened on some particular occasion, but, if you don’t supply some context, what you say will often pass them by. You need to remind them of  the background; you might have to show them how things could go on.

The stranger starts to talk, reproaching them gently. Haven’t they read Moses and the Prophets? Haven’t they read the Pentateuch, that is to say, the writings of Isaiah and Ezekiel and suchlike? Don’t they see the connections? So they just don’t get it? ‘Slow of heart’, he chides them, in a telling phrase – is this what we call ‘emotional intelligence’ nowadays? Some things people cannot understand in a purely intellectual way but rather they have to be really moved, deeply. Is this what the stranger means?

The  stranger  starts  explaining,  he  ‘interprets’  for them what is in Scripture, things that refer to himself, ironically again; he does a bit of ‘hermeneutics’ (as the Greek almost says). He’s just reminding them of what they should have understood from attending to Scripture, reading it or, more likely, listening to it recited aloud in some act of worship: about the One who was to come, the anointed One, the promised and expected One,  who  had to suffer and be vindicated and exalted into the divine glory.

By this time they are nearly at the limit of their walk for the day and a welcoming inn provides a place to stay for the night.  The stranger looks like going on, but their interest has been kindled, their hearts burn within them, as they will say later: ‘Stay with us’, they say, inviting him to come in, offering him hospitality. They hope perhaps that he will explain some more of the Scriptures.   The invitation is all he needs, to have supper with them. Then, when he was at table with them, he took the bread and blessed and broke it and gave it to them’ — and that did it; the stranger’s identity was revealed. It took attending to Scripture and breaking bread with him to make sense of the facts as they had reported them, to make sense of this stranger.

Surprise surprise! To understand Easter you have to remember bits of the Bible and share in the Eucharist. For these disciples, originally and historically, back then, as for us now, the One who joins us on the way, intervening in our lives, often unexpectedly, even uninvited, turns out to be the One who makes the story, his and ours, into Good News.

The One who comes into our lives reveals his identity as we put what happened into the context both of Scripture and the Eucharist. The bare facts   mean   nothing.    But,   as   they   listened   to   the  stranger’s  interpretation of passages in Scripture that referred to Himself, then as they sat at table, as He took the bread, blessed it, broke it and gave it to them, these two disciples began to understand what the facts meant and indeed made sense of what they themselves were experiencing.

For  us  too,  the Paschal Mystery reveals its meaning as we listen to Scripture and take part in the Eucharist — and, as always with our God, vision is mission, seeing him is his sending us. As he is recognised, he withdraws, leaving the Emmaus disciples to return to the community in Jerusalem, to get the Church going. As we recognise him in Scripture and  in  the  breaking  of  bread and sharing of wine so he withdraws allowing us to take the Good News to whoever we meet, and on whatever road we walk: Christ is Risen!


April 2019

‘Do not remember the former things, or consider the things of old,’ said the prophet Isaiah. Or to put it into modern parlance: Forget it! ‘Do not remember the former things, or consider the things of old.’ When he says this, Isaiah has just told his listeners that great story about how God had made a path of deliverance for the Israelites through the sea. Then he seems to say: that story is ‘old hat’; a bit much, (you might think) coming from a prophet? The Israelites had been told, over and over, to remember the Exodus. The great deliverance was not to be forgotten. It was the purpose and at the heart of the Jewish annual Passover celebrations. How could they forget?

It would be as if a Christian preacher got up and said: remember Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, and Holy Saturday? Remember the Eucharist? Well, forget it. We’re moving on now. There’s no need to look back when the future beckons. Let’s not talk so much about the blood and the death of our Saviour on the cross; let’s get right beyond the Eucharist. Christianity is all about faith in the future. Let’s begin with Easter, with the smell of the ground after the rain—let’s launch forward with the new birth, with new life. But that is not actually what Isaiah means.

What Isaiah is addressing is the danger that when God has done something great in the past for us we might be tempted to live the rest of our lives on the basis of the one great thing God has done for us. We might be so busy remembering the past that we forget that God does not change. The God, who did great things in the past, is the God who does great things today and will do great things tomorrow.

There is a danger that the one great event of our life becomes a museum item, indeed makes our whole life a museum, rather than an event which helps us to lean forward into the future – God’s future. That was what Isaiah was aware and so he urged people to think that the God could work deliverance again, that just as he delivered them through the Red Sea from Egypt, so he could bring them across the desert out of Babylon where they were wasting away. They were not so much as to forget the past but rather let go of it so that they could journey into the future with hope.

St. Paul understood what Isaiah meant when he said: ‘Forget it!’ When he wrote his letter to the church in Philippi he took them through a brief tour of the blessings in his own spiritual museum. He had every reason to be confident, he said. ‘circumcised on the eighth day, a member of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew born of Hebrews; as to the law, a Pharisee; as to zeal, a persecutor of the church; as to the righteousness under the law, blameless.’ All these things were in the past, and Paul lets go of them, lets go of his past because he believes that God who had been so active in his past would be active in his present and in his future.

This is why St Paul, like Isaiah said: ‘Forget it!’ ‘Forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on towards the goal for the prize of the heavenly call of God in Jesus Christ.’ This was Paul’s description of his own life and, at the same time, his advice to Church.

When Mary anointed Jesus at Bethany the disciples were all indigent at the waste of money. What was really troubling them was what Jesus then made clear. Mary had done a wonderful thing. She had anointed, made ready his body for burial. That was what appalled the disciples. They could not bring themselves to come to terms with Jesus’ future because of the implications it had for their future as well. If Jesus was destined for the destruction of death, what did it mean for them?

They cling to the past: to the Jesus who was a successful preacher and healer and miracle worker. To a Jesus who was cheered and welcomed by the crowd.

But Mary is looking ahead. She knows the moment of Jesus’ death is at hand. She turns her eyes to the passion of Christ, to his suffering and death. She leans into a future with Christ. She joins herself with Christ’s future by anointing his body for burial. Just as the Jesus of the past the successful preacher, healer, miracle worker has been a blessing to her, so the Christ who is to suffer and die will also be a blessing to her.

To hear the call of Isaiah and St. Paul, and above all of Jesus, to ‘forget it’ is not a call to unfounded optimism. It is not a call to forget the past but rather to let go of it so that we may journey into the future. The future is sometimes very difficult to lean into. “Lord, this cannot be,” says Peter. The future that Jesus prophesied for himself frightened him so much. But Mary realises that the God who has been gracious in the past will be gracious in the future.

Jesus felt that God has richly blessed his life – the teaching in which he shared, the good news of his father’s love; the healings he brought to so many, the hungry he had been able to feed, the troubled forgiven. Then his life began to change. The crowds began to fade away; they would not listen to his words any more. Jesus could only see death and destruction. It was a deeply troubling prospect and yet Jesus could let it all go, for however richly blessed the past the future could be no different – even if his life was completely changed. So he is able to let go of all that successful past and lean into the future: Father, he prays, into your hands I commend my spirit. And the grace of God awaits.

March 2019

We so often view temptation as something to be fought and resisted at all costs, but perhaps one of the main problems with temptation is that it is so difficult to spot. Temptation is usually subtle and attacks our most vulnerable areas, so that we are enmeshed in sin long before we are aware of it.

Jesus was perhaps most vulnerable to playing the role of the wonder-worker.   From the Gospels it is evident to even the most hostile observer that Jesus had amazing powers, which he used primarily in healing the sick. But we are told that Jesus performed other miracles as well, so his powers were way beyond those of any other mortal. How easy it would have been for Jesus to cut short the laborious process of teaching and preaching, by simply performing a few extra impressive miracles.

It is difficult to discern quite why that would have been wrong. When the devil tempted Jesus to turn stones into bread he refused, quoting from Deuteronomy and saying that human beings need spiritual food rather than just material food. Yet later, when Jesus was on a mountain with five thousand hungry people, apparently he had no qualms about multiplying bread and fish in order to feed the people. Why was the creation of bread a   temptation   at   one   point   but perfectly acceptable and even commendable at another point?

When Jesus climbed a mountain during his wilderness experience and saw all the different kingdoms spread out beneath him, he knew that he could rule over them all if he played the power card, yet he recognised this as a temptation and the wrong path. But later he happily used his astonishing powers to enable him to walk on water to reach his friends’ boat. There does not seem to be any particular reason for performing such a miracle. Although we are told that the wind was strong and the disciples were having a tough time of it, there is no suggestion that they were in any danger or needed rescuing. So we can only assume that Jesus wanted to reach them and took the quickest route. Why was it all right to use his powers to do that when it was not all right to use them to rule the earth, since the earth would surely have profited by being ruled by Jesus?

Jesus resisted the temptation to throw himself from the pinnacle of the temple, trusting God to save him from harm. But three years later he allowed himself to be crucified. Perhaps his cry of dereliction on the cross, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” marked the finality of his rejection of the constant and overwhelming temptation to abuse his own gifts. As he had done throughout his life, even on the cross when he was dying, Jesus refused to use in the wrong way the powers he had been given.

Perhaps it is only when we are close to God that we are able to discern our own temptations and to know that something may be wrong in one context but right in another. If we are to recognise our own temptations, then we need to know ourselves well. Otherwise we waste a lot of energy resisting the wrong thing, for the devil always attacks us where we are vulnerable whether or not we are aware of that vulnerability.

For instance, a person who has been brought up since childhood with the idea that to be idle is the height of sin, will probably spend immense energy in always busying themselves. But it may be that the real sin is in refusing to be still before God. It may also be true that it is sometimes right for to be busy, and at other times wrong for to be busy.

Similarly, a person who has been warned against the sin of pride since earliest days may always deprecate their own gifts. But the real sin may be in refusing to take sufficient pride in the gifts God has given and in refusing to use them to in God’s service. It may sometimes be right to be proud of those gifts, and sometimes wrong to be proud of them.

Temptation is far from simple, as Jesus discovered in the wilderness, that perhaps is why it took forty days to answer the devil in apparently short answers. The short answers have a lot of thought behind them. Lent is a time to slow down so that we may develop a spirit of recollection, thoughtfulness or to use a modern time mindfulness.

February 2019

I imagine that most of us have regrets regarding the past.  We are encouraged to think that we can learn from our mistakes and indeed we can, but we may still regret making this mistakes. Sometimes we can put things right, but often we have to accept that something is lost which we can never recover. The choices we make in life whether good or can put us on a path which it is difficult to alter. In the face of such regrets the life of a baby offers new hope. The child’s life lies open before us; there are no regrets, no looking back and wishing things had been otherwise. The child is an open book, with blank pages to be written on by a future full of promise. Yet some, even at the birth of a child, may see dark clouds already on the horizon. Will the child grow up to share their father’s tendency   for   high blood pressure or their mother’s tendency to depression, or even worse? Will they end up unemployed and unfulfilled. Soon the blank pages of the book begin to fill with the forbidding text of a life which looks as if it is going wrong before it has begun.

This might be overly pessimistic. We could tell a very different tale of how the world this child has been born into will shape their life. Yes, there will be difficulties and challenges ahead, but let’s be more optimistic that this child will not only survive their problems, but learn how to thrive overcome adversity and lead a fulfilled and long life..

So which side do you stand on? Are you a glass half empty or a glass half full person? How do we resolve this? Well with any child we may find that the pessimist was vindicated or that it was the optimist who wins out.

The problem with both the optimist and with the pessimist is that they measure the life of the child according to a human measure of success which the child will either succeed or fail in. The child is only just born, but already the burden of expectation lies heavy upon them

This month, on the 3rd, we celebrate the Feast of the Presentation of the Lord, the end of the Christmas Season. The Gospel of Luke describes how the parents of Jesus bring him to be presented in the temple. We are told that they are following the Jewish practice according to which ‘every first-born male must be consecrated to the Lord’ (Luke 2:23). This act of presentation happens at the beginning of life because at this point the child is an open book to be filled with God’s law, to be dedicated to God. The child’s life now belongs to the Lord. At first sight this would seem to be the ultimate denial of the child’s freedom, the closing off of the possibility for the child to decide for himself how he wishes to live his life. Yet the reality is that this is the ultimate act of freeing. The child’s life is not to be measured according to success or failure in achieving a set of human goals, but in faithfulness to God’s life giving promises. We are freed from the burden of self-fulfilment for God Himself becomes our fulfilment.

What of those who are not faithful? Those who refuse the gift of God? To Simeon it had been revealed by the Holy Spirit that he would not die until he had seen the Christ of the Lord. Anna had spent most of her life praying in the temple. These two venerable prophets proclaim that the child being presented in the temple is God’s salvation, the Christ who will free Israel and be a light to the pagans. Here is more than optimism, for this is a real hope. Through this child God will restore us to the faithful friendship we have lost by sinning. More than that, he will offer us adoption as his sons and daughters, to share fully in his joy.

Our past can burden us; mistakes made, hurts suffered. But the past (and for that matter the future) can only truly burden us if we judge our lives by human standards.

The hope offered us in Jesus Christ transforms us, so that no matter how life has been, hope is not lost, a hope which rest not upon our own efforts, but upon the loving friendship revealed to us in Jesus Christ. This is what Simeon and Anna proclaim: in this child God comes to save us by making us his friends. This is not to say that the emotional hurt of the past goes away, but it is to give us an assurance at the deepest level of our being that no matter how life has turned out God presents us with a gift which goes beyond all human measure: his only Son.

January 2019

Just one week ago we celebrated Christmas, the great feast of the Incarnation when God himself took human flesh and came to live among us as a baby boy. Now, one week later, the Church celebrates Mary as Mother of God. It is not that we are turning our attention away from Jesus. Instead, we are being asked to meditate on why it is important that Jesus should enter into our human world through a human mother and be welcomed into a human family.

The Scriptures tell us that Mary conceived her child Jesus by the Holy Spirit. Once Mary had given her consent to the message of the angel, the Holy Spirit descended upon her, granting her the power to receive the divinity of God’s Word, and likewise the power to bring this Word forth. The child born of Mary is therefore God, and so she who bore him is truly called the ‘Mother of God’.   We can go further still: Mary bore God incarnate. Jesus did not bring down his body from heaven ready made. Neither did he simply pass through Mary like water through a pipe. Instead, he received his body from Mary: through her body he shared our humanity. This is important: the child born of Mary is both fully human and fully divine. As such he was able to both heal humanity from its sins and to elevate us to a new dignity as adopted sons and daughters of God from the inside. In Jesus, God saved us as one of us: God came to share our human nature so that through his flesh and blood we might share his divine life, and he shared our human nature by entering into our human world through a human mother.   Or to put it another way God in Jesus made his home with us so that we might make our home with him.

The key point here, it seems to me, is that God did not just use Mary’s body and her flesh as a convenient instrument through which to take human nature. God chose Mary out of love, gained her consent, and then loved her as a mother. This is appropriate and fitting if, as the Church teaches, Jesus -the Word made flesh – is indeed to be fully human. There is more to human life than biology alone. Like God, we are able to know and to love. Indeed, the fullness of human life is found in the knowledge and love of God which spills out into a love of neighbour. Yet this life of love has to be learned: we have to learn how to love in a human way, and our first school of love is our family which has at its core our relationship with our mother.

Making a baby, making a child, is not over when that baby is born for that child if it is to be fully human must be loved into fullness of life. To be a mother (and indeed to be a father) is to enter into an ongoing dynamic of co-operation with God so that over the years God might love the child through the love of his or her parents, and in the process the ongoing creative act of God that brought the child to life be brought to completion.

This sense that we need to be ‘loved into fullness of life’ is something that our society has become increasingly aware of over the last century as the extent to which our emotional, psychological, and even spiritual well-being is anchored in the love we received as children from our parents or guardians becomes better understood. It is the love of a mother and father for   their child that calls or draws out from that child love in response to love, goodness in response to goodness, truth in response to truth.

Now in taking flesh from a human mother and entering into a human family as her son, Jesus too entered this same mother-child dynamic of love in which human love is learned and shared in a human way. This is very good news for us, for as we have said already, Jesus came to share our human nature so that through his sacred humanity we might share his divine nature.

Now in baptism we become members of the Body of Christ, we share in Jesus’ sacred humanity, and because we are members of His Body we become members of His family through Him: through our union with Jesus we are able to say truthfully, like Jesus, that God is our Father, and by the same token we can truthfully declare that Mary is our mother.

All of us who are united to Christ, then, have two mothers: we have our earthly mother, and we have our mother in heaven, Mary. And as our relationship with our natural mother was, I hope, an immersion and education in what it means to love another human being, so in our relationship with our heavenly mother we have an immersion and an education in what it means to love God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Motherhood itself is a co-operation in God’s creative and recreative love – the love of our mothers gives us life and leads us to fullness of life. Mary, because she is Mother of God, is mother of our salvation: and her love leads us to her Son.

November 2018

Thursday the first of November is the Feast of All Saints. It is one of the great feasts of the Christian Year and in a special way it is the celebration of ourselves and our hope. We ourselves are called to be saints and we ourselves are called to see God.

The readings which are chosen for this feast do, in fact, have much to say about seeing God, for a saint is someone who sees God. The first reading   from  Revelations  presents  us  with  the  great  crowd   of  witnesses who stand before the throne of God, seeing the divine glory. The  psalm  speaks  about  a  people ‘that longs to see my face’. The second reading, from the First Letter of John, tells us that, although we are already the children of God, there is a moment yet to come when ‘we  shall be like him for we shall see him as he really is’. The  third reading from Matthew contains the most extraordinary promise, that those who live the life of the beatitudes: ‘they shall see God’.

The notion of ‘grace’ can seem abstract but its biblical origins are in this very ordinary experience of seeing another person and being seen by them. Whenever we come across the expression ‘finding favour in the sight of’ it is this experience that is involved. Noah, for example, found favour in the sight of God, and this led to him and his family surviving the great flood. Esther found favour in the sight of the king who was looking for a new queen: in his eyes she stood out among all the other women gathered before him. Mary finds favour in the sight of God the angel Gabriel tells her, and so she is full of grace. The great blessing of the  Book of Numbers seems very simple: may the Lord turn his face towards you. It is a way of wishing a person grace: may God see you, recognise you, acknowledge you, remember you, be gracious to you.

If God sees people, what about people seeing God? ‘No one can see God and live’ is a statement that echoes through the Bible. Moses and Elijah come closest but even then it is a qualified seeing: Moses sees God’s back, Elijah ‘sees’ God in the sound of fine silence.

There are other visions by prophets and patriarchs but never of God himself, always of an angel or some other creaturely manifestation of the divine glory. No one has ever seen God, the Gospel of John tells us, but the only Son who is nearest the Father’s heart, has made him known. Grace and truth have come through Jesus Christ, an access to God not available before Christ and not available apart from Christ.

So Paul, in writing to the saints in Corinth, reminds them that they are people who have seen the glory of God shining on the face of Christ. Obviously those who lived with Jesus and came to believe in him as the Son  of  God  were in a special position: they can say that they have already seen the face of the Incarnate Son and whoever has seen the Son has seen the Father. Our faith depends on the testimony of these apostolic witnesses.

But all who receive the Spirit of Jesus are introduced to this intimacy: they see that Jesus is the Lord and they may speak to the Father and call him ‘Abba’. Already we are the children of God, as today’s second reading puts it, already saints therefore, because by faith we see God working in Christ, in the Church, and in the world.

There is also a but, the but of ‘not yet’, that is, what we are to be in the future. If the saints are those who see God, then whoever has the gift of faith already shares this vision, though for now ‘in a glass darkly’. The saints in heaven have been brought through faith to its flourishing in the clear vision of God. They have come to see as they are seen, to know as they are known, and to love as they are loved. They see God, as the Bible says, ‘face to face’. Even in our sins we are seen by God and are blessed by that loving gaze.

By grace – the impact in us of God’s loving gaze – we are enabled to look towards God, to turn away from our sins, and to purify our hearts so as to live in sincerity. This is what it means to be holy, in the fullest meaning of some very simple words: a saint is someone who, held in God’s loving gaze, comes to see God.

On All Saints Day there will be a Sung Mass at 12 noon.

October 2018

In  St Mark’s  Gospel  the  last  miracle  which  Jesus performs,  just  before  his  triumphal  entry   into Jerusalem  on  what we now call Palm Sunday is the healing of Bartimaeus.  This is what happened:

And they came to Jericho.   And as he was leaving Jericho with his disciples and a great crowd, Bartimaeus, a blind beggar, the son of Timaeus, was sitting by the roadside. And when he heard that it  was  Jesus  of Nazareth, he began to cry out  and  say,  “Jesus,  Son of  David,   have  mercy on me!” And many rebuked him, telling him to be silent. But he cried out all the more, “Son of David, have mercy on me!” And Jesus stopped and said, “Call him.” And they called the blind man, saying to him, “Take heart. Get up; he is calling you.” And throwing off his cloak, he sprang up and came to Jesus. And Jesus said to him, “What do you want me to do for you?” And the blind man said to him, “Rabbi, let me recover my sight.” And Jesus said to him, “Go your way; your faith has  made  you  well.” And  immediately  he  recovered his sight and followed him on the way.

The character Bartimaeus leaps out from the pages of the Gospels and he becomes a follower at the eleventh hour, the stage when those who have been disciples all along are beginning to lose heart. His story is told so that we may take heart, not just sitting by the wayside but actually following Jesus in the Way.

Bartimaeus wasn’t born blind, because he actually asks that he might see again. Bartimaeus was no stranger to loss and suffering. Going blind must have meant losing not only his independence and livelihood but being condemned to endure much suffering and humiliation. Whatever status he may have had, Bartimaeus obviously lost it with his sight. In the eyes of the good citizens of Jericho he would have been a person of no account. He sits on the edge both of the road and of their world. But it is his healing in a way it is the most significant of all.

Bartimaeus stands before us as a man of faith. His call to discipleship comes through healing, in order that others might be given sight of their own weakness as the place through which the call to discipleship leads. Only when we can see and accept our weaknesses can we allow Christ to come and serve us. On the road all the way to Jericho, as Jesus talked of the suffering and death which awaited him in Jerusalem, the disciples were confronted with this paradox, and theirs is a hard struggle with their  own  lack  of faith and understanding, their mixed motives and ultimately their very personal need for God’s grace and mercy. The humble, honest and heartfelt cry of Bartimaeus ‘Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me’ is not yet theirs. Greatness, seats on the right and the left in glory, and the reward for leaving home and family – these are their concern. But Bartimaeus had learned much from the calamity which had come upon him.

Earlier in the Gospel, Jesus had healed another blind man (8.22-26). It was  at  Bethsaida in the north near the shores of the Sea of Galilee. Other people led that man to Jesus and it was these people, not the blind man, who asked that he might be healed. But Bartimaeus himself cries out boldly to Jesus. When Jesus calls to him, he throws away his cloak, leaps up and goes to him, which is odd because blind people do not throw their things about. They need to remember where their things are, so that they can find them again. They don’t leap up and go to someone  in  a  crowd.   They  feel  their  way  bit  by  bit. It is as if Bartimaeus has no longer any need for a cloak. It is as if Bartimaeus could see already.

Although  blind and vulnerable, Bartimaeus is not helpless for he can receive and embrace the words ‘Take heart, rise, he is calling you’, and move confidently towards Jesus. Jesus had used those words himself. Once at night when the disciples were in a boat and no longer had the strength to row against the wind to Jesus came to them, walking on the water  and  saying,  ‘Take  heart,  it  is  I,  have no fear’. However, the disciples did not understand and did not take heart. But Bartimaeus is ready. In God’s providence, Bartimaeus has come to know his own weakness and need and has the insight to know that what matters is that Jesus is there to serve him and this is seen in the way Mark tells us that Jesus stopped and said ‘Call him’. Immediately he is off the ground and on his feet.

All through the Gospel the other disciples have been on the road with Jesus as he goes from town to town teaching and healing. But they have failed  to  truly  see  him  or  understand  his  words.   All  that  time,  Bartimaeus was sitting in the dust by the side of the road, day after day, going nowhere it seemed, yet he was in truth like a tree planted beside a flowing stream, the roots of his faith growing unseen until the day his Master came and said ‘Go your way, your faith has made you well.’

By God’s grace, Bartimaeus made that great leap from sitting by the wayside to following Christ along the Way. May the good Lord who cured the blind and the lame lead us to streams of water, that our eyes may be opened and our hearts receive him, so that we too may follow him along the Way.

September 2018

When we see a building with a cross on it, we know at once that it is a Christian Church.  The Cross is the most widely recognised symbol of Christianity.  The seven-branched candlestick stands for Judaism and the crescent for Islam.  But the Cross is the sign of Christianity.  The 14th September each year is the celebration of the Exaltation of the Holy Cross.  There used to be two feasts of the Holy Cross in the liturgical year, the finding of the Cross on 3rd May and the Exaltation of the Cross on 14th September.  They commemorated respectively the discovery of the Cross  in  Jerusalem  by  St Helena,  the  mother  of  the first Christian Emperor,  in  the  4th  century  and  the  recovery  of the Cross by the Emperor Heraclius in the year 629AD, after it had been carried away by the Persians.  We cannot be certain about the days of the year when these things happened, but they were certainly historical events.  Now the liturgical calendar has combined their celebration into one on 14th September.

The Cross is central to Christian faith.  You will almost never find a church without a cross, occasionally a plain cross, sometimes a crucifix with a figure of the crucified Christ hanging on it, or an illuminated cross outside the building.  So what does the Cross mean for us? What does it stand for?  What moment in history does it bring before us?  It was a moment (alas, one of many) when the religious and secular powers – n this case the Jewish and Roman – combined to condemn and execute an innocent man.

As far as the powers were concerned, it was routine.  Here was another religious and political fanatic, who was a threat to the stability of society and must be dealt with.   Moreover,  they had to do their job quickly because the Passover was imminent.  They had no time to consider the case more carefully, even if they had wanted to do so.

What  they  could not see  was  that  this  particular execution would reverberate down the ages in a way that other many similar exceptions had not.  What was the difference the biblical theory, if we can call it that, is that this was the execution of the Son of God.  Consequently, what they did was not just another routine execution.  As he was being nailed to the cross, Jesus said, ‘Father, forgive them,  for they know not what they do’ (Luke 23:34). And later, St Paul wrote; ‘if they had known they would not have crucified the Lord of Glory’ (1 Corinthians 2:8).  They could not possibly understand the significance of what they were doing.   But  that  does  not  make  them guiltless. They knew he was innocent and it can never be right to execute an innocent person.  They did  what they did from a mixture of motives, which is typical human beings.  In the mind of his judges and executioners, Jesus’ crucifixion was a typical moral muddle, with all the confusion, uncertainty and twinges of conscience that we all experience.

But what was the meaning of the Cross in Jesus’ mind? It was the full and  final  expression  of  the  love  of  God  for his people and for his creation.  He was born to be ‘God with us’ and he dies as ’God with us’.  He will never take that back, no matter how we treat him, no matter what we do.  He could have escaped from the cross.  In the Garden he told his disciples that he could command twelve legions of angels to come to his aid.  But if so, how would the Scriptures be fulfilled? (Matthew 26: 53-4).  God knew that we would try to reject our Saviour.  The Old Testament had made that quite clear.  The history of Israel had been  one  of continued unfaithfulness.  But the life and the death of Jesus is one of total faithfulness, the sacrificial offering of a human life lived with perfect love and self-giving, handed over to the Father; ‘into your  hands  I  commend  my  spirit’  (Luke 23:46).   The  Cross is the conclusion of a life that is both fully human and totally divine.

In the single event of the crucifixion we can see at the same time both the  depths  of  human sin and degradation, and the heights of God’s forgiveness, love and power. That is what makes the Cross both terrible and wonderful. The Cross is the an instrument of torture and death, it isalso a symbol, a measure of God ’s boundless love for us.  He came as one of us, to abide with us, and make present among us his love and forgiveness.  He came not just to restore us the life that had been offered at the beginning, but to lead us even higher: to be with him, the Son, at the right hand of the Father. Jesus’ human life ended on the cross.  So the cross stands for both death and life. It displays the fact ofJesus’ death at our hands. It  also displays God’s forgiving love, which can never be put off by our rebellion.

As the hymn says:

O faithful cross, you stand unmoved, while ages run their course.

Foundation of the universe, creation’s binding force.

The  crucifying  of  Jesus  was a cruel and sinful execution of a totally innocent man. That is still done today to our fellow human beings. ‘In as much as you did this to the least of these my brethren, you did it to me’ (Matthew 25:31 – 46).

At the same time what happened on the cross is unique because it was the death of God-made-man for our salvation. It is through that death, and the salvation it gained for us, that he can say: ‘You did it to me’.

August 2018

The Feast of the Transfiguration of the Lord, which is celebrated  on  the  6th  of  August  is  an  easily misunderstood occasion. On the mountain of the Transfiguration Jesus becomes radiant with light and it is easy to suppose that Peter, James, and John see him as he really is, which is somehow different, and more true, than the way they see him normally. That is to say, in the Transfiguration, Jesus lets the mask slip, allows his real self, his divinity, to  peep  out,  momentarily,  from  behind  the  veil  of his apparently ordinary humanity. It is as if the humanity of Jesus is like a suit which conceals the real Jesus, the divine Jesus, within itself.

However, if that is they way we think of Jesus, if that is what we think is being  conveyed by the story of the Transfiguration of Jesus on the mountain, we will be wrong about both his humanity and his divinity. We get a good idea of what is going on at the Transfiguration from St Luke’s Gospel which makes it plain that what Peter and James and John saw on the mount of the Transfiguration wasn’t how Jesus really was at that time, but a prophetic vision of how he would be in the future.

It is clear that Elijah and Moses are the same two men who will greet the women at the empty tomb on the first Easter morning, and tell them that  Jesus  has  risen;  and  that  they  are  the  same  two  men  who, immediately after the Ascension of Jesus, will tell his disciples: ‘this Jesus who has been taken up from you into heaven, will come in the same way as you saw him go into heaven’.

What  Peter  and  James  and  John  see  on  the  mountain  of  the Transfiguration, then, is a vision of the glorious humanity of Jesus, risen from the dead, and ascended into heaven: not something hiding behind his humanity, but precisely his humanity glorified. And if they foresee the future, glorified, humanity of Jesus, then they also foresee their own future humanity, as it will be glorified with the same glory that is poured out on the humanity of Jesus.

At  the Transfiguration a  voice announces from the cloud: ‘This is my beloved Son, listen to him’. If we do listen to him then we are offered the opportunity to become co-heirs with him, sharers in his relationship with God, sharers in the glory of his perfected humanity.

But this comes at a price: ‘He charged them to tell no one what they had seen until the Son of Man should have risen from the dead’. It is only after  his  death  that  the  humanity  of  Jesus  will  be glorified in the resurrection and ascension.

So it is with us. ‘The sufferings of this present time’ St Paul wrote in the letter to the Romans, ‘are as nothing in comparison with the glory about to  be  revealed  in  us, for the creation awaits with eager longing the revealing of the children of God, when it will be set from its bondage to decay and will obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God’. St Paul acknowledges that the sufferings of this present time are real: ‘the whole creation has been groaning in labour pains’ he says, ‘and not only the creation, but we too, who already have the first fruits of the Spirit, we too groan inwardly’ as we await that moment when our humanity will share completely in the glory which Jesus already has with the Holy Trinity.

On  the  mountain  of  the  Transfiguration  there  was  revealed  the  perfection of humanity that God intends for all of us, and the means by which we may attain to it: ‘This is my beloved Son: listen to him’.

June 2018

We are sometimes encouraged to “think outside the box,” The suggestion is that we have become to set in our ways. We can also be encouraged to “think big,” we need to enlarge our vision. Jesus encourages us to think outside the box of popular modern day culture and habits by thinking small.

The prophet Ezekiel once imagined Babylon as a mighty, brightly-coloured eagle, which swooped down on the cedar tree of Israel and broke off its topmost shoot, Israel’s hapless king Jehoiachin. The prophet was under no illusions when it came to the overwhelming force of the Babylonian  army  which  was  besieging  the  Kingdom  of  Israel. But Ezekiel’s story turned to prophecy: God himself would take a tender shoot  from  the  treetop.   Where  Babylon had brought low its royal captive, God would raise up a mighty tree offering shelter for all kinds of bird and wild animal; a mighty tree which started as a small shoot.

This  image  is  echoed in Jesus’ parable of the mustard seed. God, as usual, favours the underdog. He chooses the apparently insignificant to be the bearer of his growing providence. The insignificant seed is Jesus Himself, the Galilean maverick. The seed grows to become the great tree in which all the birds can roost, when the nations find their place in Christ’s kingdom, the New Israel of Jew and Gentile.

The images of the seed and the full-grown mustard plant are not snapshots from before and after the resurrection. The tiny little seed isn’t a matter of remote history. Our entry into the spacious kingdom of God is through baptism into the apparent insignificance of Christ’s life and death.

So, Christ is still the mustard seed with whose humility we make our own. We talk glibly enough about the ‘great and the good’, but how hard it is to be great and good in our world. There are powerful temptations to climb the greasy pole or stay at the top by less than honourable means. The rewards of high office easily become an end in themselves, false gods of wealth and prestige. Perhaps the challenge of the parable is to think small enough, to be willing to shed our delusions of grandeur. This is what it is to think of others with due regard for their dignity as well as ours.

Yet, if the mustard seed is not entirely past history, neither is the great tree merely a pious hope for the future. Through our seemingly small acts of charity we take our place even now in that kingdom. The tree grows as we shrink.

Jesus was very good at thinking small. We hear in the Gospels that at times great crowds followed him who would sit at his feet for hours, careless of whether they had food or drink. Yet of these great crowds Jesus  could  only  pick  twelve  who  he  called disciples, one of those betrayed him and at this death they were frightened and demoralised. It was a very small legacy he left when he died.

Perhaps thinking small was a necessity for him rather than a choice. If it was a necessity it was still the right choice, for from the tiny seed of his death did come a great tree. We need to get ourselves into the same frame of mind and put aside the notion that we will only achieve great things if we think big. Sometimes a person will say, as if it is a failing, “I have such little faith.” The apostles said much the same, thinking that bigger  was  better  they  asked  him to increase their faith. And Jesus replied: “If you had faith like a grain of mustard seed, you could say to this mulberry tree, ‘Be uprooted and planted in the sea,’ and it would obey you. In other words in the Kingdom of God a little goes a long way. So if you want to achieve great things, think small.

May 2018

This year we celebrate the Ascension on the 10th of May. With our modern understanding of the world, the Ascension can be rather hard for us to understand.  After all, surely if you go up and up into the sky, you don’t  go  up  into heaven at all, but you just end up going into outer space?   So what was it that the apostles witnessed at the Ascension and what does the event mean for us? The Transfiguration has some striking similarities with the Ascension and perhaps one event can shed light on the other.

Both the Transfiguration and the Ascension took place on a mountain, and this is significant, because mountains are the kind of place that God likes to reveal himself. In the Old Testament, both Moses and Elijah had personal encounters with God while they were on the top of mountains. In  both  the  Transfiguration and the Ascension, something dramatic happened to Jesus:  in the Transfiguration, his appearance changed and his clothes became dazzling white; in the Ascension, he entered into heaven.  Both events reveal something of the glory of Christ which is normally hidden from our eyes.

It is also significant that a cloud is mentioned in both stories, for in the bible a cloud often depicts the presence of God. We are told this very explicitly in the book of Exodus, where the Israelites were led by the Lord in  a  pillar  of cloud:  the Transfiguration and the Ascension are very reminiscent of this. In the Transfiguration, a cloud overshadowed them and they heard a voice in the cloud saying “This is my Son, my Chosen; listen to him!” and in the Ascension, a cloud took Jesus from their view.

So the cloud  is  very  symbolic of Jesus’ intimate relationship with his Father.  Another similarity is that in both stories, two men appeared: Moses and Elijah at the Transfiguration, and two mysterious men in white at the Ascension. At the Transfiguration, Peter wanted to make three booths in some kind of vain attempt to hang onto this experience rather than see it as a preparation for something greater; Peter wasn’t at all ready for Jesus’ departure.

When it came to the Ascension, the apostles were still not entirely ready. As St Luke recounts, the apostles were left amazed staring into heaven,  and  they  had  to  be  told by the two men in white ‘Men of Galilee,  why  do you stand looking into heaven? This Jesus, who was taken up from you into heaven, will come in the same way as you saw him go into heaven.’

At  the Transfiguration,  Jesus  spoke  with Moses and Elijah about his departure  which  was fully realised at the Ascension, but it was not a departure that left the disciples abandoned. In fact, the Greek word St Luke uses for departure in his account of the Transfiguration is the word Exodus. St Luke wants us to understand the Ascension in the light of the Exodus story.   Jesus’ Ascension is not so much a departure as a going before, it is about leading us into freedom, into the promised land.

When the bodily resurrection appearances of Jesus came to an end it was  difficult for the apostles to accept, but their experience of the Transfiguration and the Ascension helped them to follow Jesus on his journey.    The   Transfiguration   gave  the  apostles  the  courage  to  accompany Jesus to Jerusalem where they would witness his terrible suffering  and  death  on the Cross, and the Ascension prepared the apostles  for  Pentecost,  that  defining  moment when the Holy Spirit inspired the apostles to go out into the streets and give witness to the glory of Christ’s death and resurrection; freeing them form their slavery to failure and fear.

It was at the Ascension, that the apostles came to realise that Jesus Christ  had been exalted to the heights of heaven, and although it’s difficult  to  express  what  it  must  have  been  like  to  come to this realisation,  the  point  is  not  to  dwell on exactly what the apostles experienced, but to dwell on what was promised. The promise of the Ascension  is  that  since  Christ has been exalted to the heights of heaven,  we  too  can  share in this exaltation. When Jesus’ disciples witnessed the Transfiguration, they didn’t leave rejoicing because as yet  they  weren’t  at  all  ready  to  share  in  the glory that they had witnessed. But after the Ascension, the disciples did leave rejoicing, because  it  was  only then that they began to realise that what had happened to Jesus was going to happen to them. Our hope when we celebrate the Ascension is that we too will share in the glory of Christ.

April 2018

Alleluia! It’s the one word that characterises our Easter celebrations. We’ve been holding off from using it for the whole of Lent just so that we can apply it with renewed intensity  to  our  celebration of Christ’s Resurrection. It gets sung back and forth during the Easter Vigil and we take it up again at various points during the Eucharist on Easter Day. This ‘Alleluia’ permeates the whole of our Easter celebration – it gives it its character, its mood.

But just what does it mean, this ‘alleluia’ that expresses our celebration of Jesus’ resurrection from the dead? The word does have a meaning – it comes from a Hebrew word that means ‘praise the Lord’ – but Christian tradition hasn’t translated it, leaving instead the sound that obviously lies behind the Hebrew word for ‘praise’: the sound of cheering, or, to use a technical term which reproduces the same kind of noise, ululation. This great cry of ‘alleluia’ is like the roar of a crowd at a football match when a goal is scored: it says something more basic and more immediate than the explanation of its significance that comes in the post-match analysis which puts into words what happened in the match. A supporter of Manchester City can explain all the significance for Liverpool of this or that goal, but only a Liverpool supporter could have cheered when the goal was scored.

At Easter, when we celebrate the fact that Jesus, whose death on the cross we commemorated on Good Friday, has risen again, we cry ‘alleluia’ because we are cheering the fact that he’s won.

He has proved stronger than death, that final, common enemy of the whole human race, and so, in Christ, our “team” – the whole human race – has won.  We can spend the rest of the year thinking about all the implications of that victory for us – of how exactly we relate to Jesus and his victory, of the love and power of God it reveals, of the life with God it promises. Indeed, that is what we do, for, as Christians, it is our belief in the Resurrection of Jesus that lies at the foundation of all that we believe. As St Paul tells the Romans (10:9), ‘if you confess with your lips that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.’ And of course, the deeper our understanding, the more we will be able to appreciate the significance of the victory we celebrate. At Easter, though, we don’t get that far. In fact, in our Gospel reading, we don’t even get as far as encountering the risen Jesus: the empty tomb and the folded grave-clothes are enough to prompt this outburst of joy.

Joy, though, is not the only emotion the sight of the empty tomb could prompt. For Mary Magdalene it was a source of distress. What she saw was simply an absence: ‘They have taken the Lord out of the tomb, and we do not know where they have laid him.’ The difference in the case the nameless ‘other disciple’ whom we understand to be the evangelist John himself is that he didn’t just see the empty tomb, but ‘he saw and he believed’.

The joy which our Easter alleluias express is the joy of believing, that joy in the Gospel which is a powerful force, impelling us to want to go out and share the good news with others, and also a way of attracting them to share in that belief and that joy: to come back to the football match, the cheering of the crowd is something it’s enjoyable to join in with.

So  as  we  celebrate Christ’s Resurrection, his victory on behalf of all humanity over death itself, we renew that joy which lies at the heart of the  Christian  message  with  a  cry  that sums up the whole of that message: Alleluia!

March 2018

Easter is the triumph of God’s love over our sinfulness.  If Jesus is the Word made flesh, that word is Love and Love  cannot  be  defeated  by  human action.   The Resurrection  demonstrates  that  God’s  love  will always be the victor: there is never a time when God will not forgive.

All four Gospels tell us that Jesus was anointed by a women. The details vary between the Gospels but the main difference is that Mark, Matthew and John all connect the anointing with Jesus passion. All three see it as a prophetic  action which prepares his anointing for burial.  In  Luke’s  account the incident is placed much earlier in the story of Jesus (Luke 7) and the passion is not referred to at all.

Luke’s story is intended to face us with the sheer unsolicited love of God through Jesus. The anointing takes place at a meal to which Jesus has been invited by one of the Pharisees.  It is probably a major occasion, because we are told that they reclined at table in the Roman style while they were eating. It becomes apparent that Jesus has been invited more out of the curiosity of his host that as a matter of honour for he is not offered the usual courtesies which would be usual on such an occasion.

Then a woman, who is obviously known locally because she is identified as a despised sinner, comes in and stands before Jesus. Her tears run down her face and  bathe his feet, then taking a jar of precious ointment she anoints his feet, kisses them and dries them with her hair.

The shocked Pharisee thought that Jesus should have rejected her if he knew the manner of woman she was.

It is sometimes said that this sinful woman comes to Jesus and seeks forgiveness of him and, as a reward, receives her absolution because of her act of kindness. In other words, this act of kindness to Jesus is the condition of her forgiveness.

But suppose her coming to Jesus is the act of a sinner already forgiven by God, who, realising that Jesus is in the house of the Pharisee, comes to him and pours out her love, her joy and her gratitude?

The scene is then transformed into an expression of celebration. Her tears of joy – the perfume, the fragrance of the presence of Jesus – this too makes perfect sense of the story that Jesus then goes on to tell about the two debtors.

We  are  surely  expected  to  remember  and  contrast  with this the arrogant  behaviour  of  Simon  the  Pharisee – his refusal of normal courtesies to Jesus, his superiority, his judgmental attitude towards the sinner. With the sinful woman’s open and total expression of self-giving love, the story calls on us to examine our basic orientation towards God and our capacity to be open to reconciliation and forgiveness. The sinful woman  was  open,  transformed  and  filled with joy. How open was Simon, niggardly, cold and formal?

Lent is not a time when we anxiously try to behave better, giving up things we enjoy so that we demonstrate our sorrow for our sins and hope to be forgiven. Indeed we cannot but be sorry for our sins when we  see  the  cost to Jesus.   Whatever  we  do  in  Lent is nothing in comparison to the suffering of Jesus.

Lent is much more a time when we celebrate the extraordinary love of God, shown to us in Jesus who died for us while we were yet sinners. We try to keep a good Lent not so that we might earn something but so that we might open our hears to God and experience the forgiveness which is already his gift to us.

February 2018

Christmas  is  a wonderful and a very busy time of the year in Church and so it is a good time to acknowledge all those who help not only to keep things going but to make  sure  that  all  is  done  well  and beautifully in honour of our Lord’s birth.

Firstly it would be difficult for members of the congregation not to notice that  just before Christmas we had the joy of hearing the church bells being rung before services again including before the Midnight Mass and on Christmas Day. Ringing may look easy but involves both physical and mental co-ordination to be able to rotate in a controlled manner and eventually very precisely a bell which can weigh anything from 4 cwt to 25 cwt. It normally takes about three to four months to train a complete novice to be able to carry out simple ringing for services. Our campaign started with an advert placed by Gary Lewis in the local press to which we got a good response. We now have three people who were complete novices (Stuart, Doreen and Gemma), two returning ringers (Diane and Kieran)  and were also lucky to have the support of David and Gillian Huxtable, ringers who had recently moved to Midsomer Norton. Now after  Christmas  we  have  a  team  of around ten ringers and we look forward to hearing the bells as they progress in what is often referred to as the art and a science of bell ringing. Once our new team has settled in a little more we will try and recruit some more, so if you fancy having a go mention your interest to one of the ringers.

During Christmas there are a number of extra services and concerts and we welcome all those involved, but afterwards there is a certain amount of clearing up. It is remarkable that personally I do not think that I have ever gone into church when it has looked messy or scruffy. Thank you to our team of cleaners lead by Shirley and Pat who ensure that the church always looks clean and well cared for.

This year Christmas following on immediately after that last Sunday of Advent posed a few logistical problems. One of these was solved by Ralph Plummer who made a new base for the Crib to sit on inside the altar. The Crib was arranged by Giles. Ralph also lead the way in dealing with  the  damage  to  the  decoration  which had been caused by the defective hoppers and downpipes above the Lady Chapel. That corner now looks much better.

As always the church was filled with beautiful flowers for Christmas. Thank you to Jenny Barnett who at a very difficult time was as always busy in Church and thank you to all those who worked with her.

Last year, after a number of years, Tim and Margaret Marshall indicated that they would like to be relieved of putting up, decorating (and at one time collecting) the Christmas Tree. We thank them for all their past efforts  and  are  grateful  to Giles who planned and with help (Diane) arranged   the   tree  this year.   Thank  you  also  to  the  team  which  dismantled it which was no quick job.

Our  musicians,  servers  and  sacristans  as  always  rise  to  the  extra demands of the various Christmas services. It is surprising how long it takes to light all the pillar candles and then put them out. It was good to welcome back former choir members and to thank them and our regular choir members and organists for the Carol Service which had a lovely mixture  of  new  and  old carols and of course the way in which they support and enhance our services throughout the year.

A   highlight  of  Christmas  is  the  Crib  Service  which  as  usual  was extremely well attended. For many years the team was lead by Rosie Shears along with  Angela  Fitch  who ensured that the huge number of costumes provided all look pristine and fresh. This year Angela wanted to step back and we thank her for all she has done to make this event a success. This year the team included Gill Tincknell, Carol Moore, and Theresa Balliston-Thicke and besides those “dressers” who helped on the day. Thank you for your support and help.

Thank you also to our sides persons and others who all work together to ensure that both regular members of the congregation and visitors are made to feel welcome and have the books etc. that they need to help them enjoy the services.

Last year it was decided to replace the printer on which the news sheet and magazine were produced as it had reach not only the end of the maintenance and leasing contract but was coming to the end of its life. A new printer was obtained which besides printing in colour can also produce collated copies of, for example, the magazine and so saving a great deal of time and effort. We thank Margaret and Tim Marshall who used to print the magazine, among other printing, and Lyn Hughes, Ralph Plummer, Joan Darke and Margaret Wilton, who used to help with the collating. We are grateful to Linda Broadhurst who edits the magazine  which  is  then printed, folded and stapled by Ralph and Christine Plummer and also to Beth Davies who masterminds and prints the news sheet.

This is really just a snapshot of our common life as St. John’s Church, thank  you  to  all  of  you  who  contribute to make our common life fulfilling, joyful, prayerful and generous.

January 2018

I am sure that most non church goers and a few that do probably think of the feast of the “Epiphany” as a feast with a rather silly sounding name.   It is not obvious to most of us what ‘Epiphany’ even means. It means manifestation, which perhaps does not help that much. Perhaps we would do better to imitate the Spanish and call it La Fiesta de Los Tres Reyes Mages, the ‘Feast of the Three Magic Kings’.

We are often reminded that St Matthew doesn’t tell us there were three of them, nor that they were kings. The Magi were, at an early stage of Church tradition, turned into Kings. This might have been because of their gifts, which only kings could afford, but I also wonder if there was more to it than that. It might have been because the word magus in Latin,  as  in  Greek,  quickly  came to mean ‘wizard’ or ‘sorcerer’; and sorcery was not considered a good thing in the times when Christianity had become the dominant and official religion of the Roman Empire and the nation states of Europe which succeeded it. So we have the carol ‘We three Kings of Orient are..’ rather than ‘We three Wizards from the East’.

When  the story  that  we  hear In  the Gospel  was composed, magus referred specifically to Persian soothsayers, who were generally revered as  ‘wise men’.   And  so  it  is  that  when  these  wisemen, stargazers, astrologers, saw this new star, they were assumed by the story-teller to know what it meant.   They knew what to ask Herod when they got to Jerusalem:

“Where is he who has been born king of the Jews? For we have seen his star in the East, and have come to worship him.”

So  they  followed  the  star  that, according to their Persian wisdom, presaged the birth of a new king of Judaea, until it stopped and stood over the lowly cattle shed where the child was. That is what the star meant to them. For us it has, or should have, further meanings. We have not only secular science to go on, but also the revealed word of God in Scripture.  So  first  of  all  it  means  the  fulfilment of the prophecy of Balaam, son of Beor, from the Book of Numbers chapter 24:

The oracle of Balaam son of Beor, the oracle of the man whose eye is clear, the oracle of one who hears the words of God, and knows the knowledge of the Most High, who sees the vision of the Almighty, who falls down, but with his eyes uncovered:

I see him, but not now; I behold him, but not near —

a star shall come out of Jacob, and a sceptre shall rise out of Israel;

it shall crush the borderlands of Moab, and the territory of all the Shethites.

Edom will become a possession, Seir a possession of its enemies,

while Israel does valiantly.

One out of Jacob shall rule, and destroy the survivors of Ir.

So here the star represents the King, the wielder of the sceptre.

For us, the prophecy is now to be understood in a yet much grander sense than it had in the Old Testament where it looked ahead to the kingdom  of  David  and  the  conquest  of the national enemies of the Israelites. The King of the Jews whom the Magi now come to honour is the King of Kings,  the  King  of  all  nations,  the King whose Gospel is destined to conquer the whole world. This ‘sceptre out of Israel’ arose not to subject all the nations to the rule of Israel, but to submit himself to death at the hands of the most powerful empire that had ever arisen, in order to liberate us all from the rule of any earthly king.

These  further  meanings  of  the  star  in  the  east  are  found in the traditional symbolism of the Magi’s gifts: Christ the King is represented by the gold, Christ the Priest is represented by the incense and Christ the Sacrificial Victim by the Myrrh, used by the women at his burial. The Child after all was ‘born to be King’, the King who would reign over the whole world from the cross.

This year the Feast of the Epiphany is celebrated on the first Sunday in January.

December 2017

The time of Advent is all about beginnings, for us the beginning of the year and the beginnings of the Gospel, the good news of Christ and his love for us.

It is fascinating to compare the different ways in which the Four Gospels begin. Matthew and Luke both tell us parts of what we recognise as the Christmas story and its  preparation,  with the  story  of  Mary, Joseph and Elizabeth, the shepherds and the kings. John the Evangelist goes back to before time itself, while Mark launches in with the preaching of John the Baptist.

It  is  the  two  figures  of  Mary the mother of the Lord, and John the Baptist,  who figure prominently in the Advent season who define the dual aspect of Advent which is both a time of joyful looking forward to the birth of Christ and also a time of serious personal reflection, or as John would put it “repentance.”

Mary, the young woman of Nazareth, prepares with joy for the birth of her son with excitement of sharing the news of her pregnancy with her cousin Elizabeth and no doubt other family members. Admittedly there is the tension of how Joseph   would  take the news and then the rather unfortunately timed journey to Bethlehem. Joseph like Mary is also a person of faith, acceptance and welcome.

Mary is a complex figure. She is often portrayed as essentially a person of obedience but there is far more to her than that. She is also a person of commitment, she gives herself body and soul to God and that is an act of great courage and faith.

She  is  a  person  of  hope  and  longing,  her  song  of  joy  is  also  a  revolutionary song as she looks forward to wrongs of this world being put right and the world becoming a place of peace and justice, That coming of the kingdom of God is part of the joy we look forward to as we look forward to Christ’s birth.

If  Mary is a figure of who represents the joy of discipleship then the figure of John the Baptist represents the challenge of discipleship. St Mark opens his gospel with the prophecy of Isaiah:

See, I am sending my messenger ahead of you, who will prepare your way; the voice of one crying out in the wilderness: Prepare the way of the  Lord,  make  his  paths  straight. Mark then introduces us to the austere  and  tragic  figure  of  St. John  the Baptist who proclaims a baptism of repentance. People are to turn from their evil, selfish ways and help to bring in that world Mary looks forward to.

Advent  has  always  had  that dual aspect of Mary and John, joy and repentance, indeed we can only properly prepare for joy of Christ’s birth by reflecting on how we need to change our own lives so that we can be part of his kingdom.

A Meditation for Christmas

Every year the poet U A Fanthorpe would write a Christmas Poem to print inside a card sent to friends. The poems are a fascinating sideways look at the birth of Christ. Here is one:

Boeings wing swiftly over Earth

Humming like enormous Messiahs

Brining everyone home for Christmas;

Children wailing impossible wants,

Housewives worrying in case enough isn’t

Parsons, with prevenient care, sucking Strepsils,

Telly jingling twinkling mistletoe-ing,

Cash tills recording glad tidings of profit,

Office parties munching through menus –

Crackers! Champagne corks!

At the heart of it all, in the hay,

No sound at all but the cattle

Endlessly chewing it over.

On the 25th of December 1830 Francis Kiilvert, who was Vicar of Clyro, lay wake  in  his  bed in the early morning. He thought that he could hear bells ringing from a long way off. Then he realised it was the sound the air freezing – for there was an intense frost. (On another occasion he had to break the ice before he could get into his bath and then he had to thaw the sponge in his hands before he could use it.) How many of us today would be able to hear such  a sound as he heard for we live in a very noisy world: electrical hum almost beyond hearing, the constant drone of motor cars, the noise of the central heating.

Christmas reminds us that although we call our God, “Wonderful”, “Almighty”, “Creator”, he is in fact a very humble and quiet God. Not for his birth the pomp of a place but rather a stable. Not for him a great trumpet fanfare but the joyful song of angels so quiet that only the shepherds in the silence of the countryside could hear it. Later not for him a fine white charger but a donkey.

The prophet Elijah discovered that God was not to be found in the earthquake,  in  the wind, or in the fire, but in the sound of silence, a silence so profound that we might hear not the sound of bells ringing but rather the air freezing.

For many people Christmas is not about the birth of Christ at all and indeed our  God  is very easily lost in the noise and bustle of our world and in the extra noise which is generated by Christmas celebrations. We must allow some silence into our lives so that we might hear the cattle chewing the cud, or the sound of a baby breathing, a baby who is Christ our God, born for us on Christmas Day.

November 2017

What is more important for Christians? Is it behaving in the right way, doing the right thing – avoiding sin – , or is it being happy? At one time there was a great emphasis placed on the importance of happiness in the Christian life. Now we are much less likely to see our lives as Christians in terms of happiness, and instead tend to think first about what the rules for our lives might be.

I’m   not   suggesting  here  for  one  moment  that  things  like   the   commandments, or behaving in a moral way aren’t important. They are extremely important. But what has been lost to an extent, perhaps, is the  sense  of  what those things are actually for. We might say we’ve forgotten how to use what God has given us in the moral teaching of the Church as signposts; which point to the possibility of happiness in this life, which reaches its fulfilment in the next.

If this is true, then the Gospel for the Feast of All Saints gives us a timely and  famous  reminder  of the possibility of happiness, of beatitude, coming right from Our Lord himself. In the beatitudes we’re given a set of paradoxes, where each one of them issues a challenge to us.

Here they are:

And he opened his mouth and taught them, saying:

“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

“Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.

“Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.

“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.

“Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.

“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.

“Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God.

“Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

“Blessed are you when others revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

The challenge is that they turn any ideas that we might have about what it means to be blessed, to be happy, upside-down and inside out. Each of them speaks of a situation or a disposition which we might not associate with flourishing and happiness, and shows us that in and through those things by God’s grace we might have some taste of the kingdom of God which Christ came to bring. And they also show some of the features of discipleship that we will all encounter.

The wonderful thing about the beatitudes is that they teach us how no-one  needs  to  think  that the Christian life is not for them. It’s not a manifesto for the people who’ve already made it. On the mount, Jesus is teaching a crowd of all sorts who’ve come to listen to what he has to say. A common side effect of our confusion about what moral teaching is for is  thinking  that living the life of faith is just for those people who already have the self-discipline and the strength of character to be good and happy people. Not so. Regardless of where we may feel we’re at in this moment, we should remember that fulfilment in God is what we were created for, and is at the very heart of our desires and longings. And these can start to shape and direct our lives towards him, when we accept  the  promptings  of  his  grace,  and  take  up  the challenge of discipleship. The journey to a happy life can start right now this minute; there’s no reason to delay!

In case we needed more encouragement – and let’s face it – most of us do; then we need only think about the Feast of All Saints. It’s a day when we’re reminded that happiness, beatitude isn’t just an ideal, but a real possibility for us. And that’s because we know that there are people just like us who have responded to that grace to take up the challenge of discipleship, and attained beatitude with the vision of God in heaven. A crowd of all sorts, people as diverse as anyone could imagine,  who  have  grown  through  grace,  and  walked with God towards a happy life; a life which now stretches out into eternity.

And yet more encouragement – since we can never have too much – they’re  not  just  signs to us of the possibility of beatitude. They’re interceding  for  us,  supporting us with their prayers as we journey towards God. They’re asking God to bring to fulfilment in us what he brought to fulfilment in them.

October 2017

Our possessions are in a way an extension of ourselves. What  we  do  with our possessions reveals the kind of people we are. They symbolise our character. In Luke’s Gospel Jesus is constantly warning us about the way we use  riches  and  possessions.   When Zacchaeus comes down from his sycamore tree, repents and turns to God his  conversion  is  expressed  by  giving  a  half of his possessions to the poor. In Acts the apostles respond to the gift of the Holy Spirit by sharing their possessions with each other.   They understand, what the whole Bible teaches, that God is the creator and giver of all good things. Life is not something we possess; it is a gift we receive. And we want share these gifts with others.

It is so easy to get caught up with acquiring possessions. We want more and more. In his Gospel Luke tells us about an incident when someone wants to co-opt Jesus to help him get his inheritance but Jesus declines. Settling wills can be a terrible time in families when greed comes to the surface and Jesus knows what such avarice can do. It takes you over and makes you think that the more you have the more secure you are.

So  Jesus  tells  a  parable  which  shows  how  the  hunger  for  more  possessions can isolate us and cut us off from life. A farmer has a really good harvest and instead of giving thanks to God for such abundance he turns in on himself. He does not have enough room for his crops so he decides to build larger barns which will house them.

You might have thought that he was doing this so that he could then have a store of food to help his neighbours in time of famine. But no, it is clear he is only interested in himself. He sees increasing his possessions as a means of security.  He can protect himself from the pitfalls which ordinary people face each day. The deadening effect of his greed is seen in  his  selfish  desire for his own enjoyment and he uses a well-known formula for hedonistic living. ‘Eat, drink and have a good time’ but he has forgotten how the saying ends ‘for tomorrow we die’.

At this point his internal dialogue is rudely interrupted by God himself – which is unusual in parables. His self-regarding world is broken open and he is called a fool. Literally this is true for we read in the psalms ‘The fool says there is no God.’ The farmer acts as though there is no God. He thinks he alone can plan his future. But beneath his greed there lies a deep fear of the frailty of life and like so many like him, he thinks he can secure life with even more possessions. And like many in an acquisitive society he shuts out the thought of death which will prove that life is a gift over which he has no power.

The farmer sadly ended up dying alone, rich in possessions which would soon be handed to another who had not toiled for them as Ecclesiastes points out. If he had wanted to really live he should have been ‘rich in the sight of God.’  What  does  that  mean? It  means  that  God alone can provide the security because he is the source of all life. And God provided a Law which taught how possessions must be shared, how the poor must be given the gleanings from the harvest. Sharing possessions is a sign that you have overcome the fear of the frailty of life and are willing to be generous to God’s creatures.

Avarice, greed, covetousness, each desires to have more and more, and each  was  regarded  as  a pernicious vice in the time of Christ for they destroyed society.  Greed, St Paul tells us today, ‘is the same thing as worshipping a false god’.

Harvest is a time to give thanks to God who provides us with more than enough to eat so that we may have the joy of sharing our abundance with those who do not have enough and in so doing we remember that there is only one way of being secure in this world and that is by basing our lives on the love of God for us which is the one constant of our earthly lives.

September 2017

When you see a building with a cross on it, you know at once that it is a Christian Church. The Cross is the most widely  recognised  symbol  of Christianity.  The seven-branched  candlestick  stands  for  Judaism,  and  the crescent  for  Islam.   But  the  Cross  is  the  sign  of Christianity. And on the 14th September each year we celebrate the Exaltation of the Holy Cross.

There used to be two feasts of the Holy Cross in the liturgical year, the Finding  of  the Cross on 3 May, and the Exaltation of the Cross on 14 September. They commemorated respectively the discovery of the Cross in Jerusalem by St Helena, the mother of the first Christian emperor, in the 4th century, and the recovery of the Cross by the Emperor Heraclius in the year 629AD, after it had been carried away by the Persians. We cannot  be  certain  about  the  days  of  the  year  when these things happened, but they were certainly historical events. Now the liturgical calendar has combined their celebration into one on 14 September.

The  Cross is central to Christian faith. It is rare to find a church of any denomination without a cross of some sort inside or outside, whether it be an elaborate carved Calvary or a neon lighted cross. So, what does the Cross mean for us? What does it stand for? What moment in history does it bring before us?

It was a moment (alas, one of many) when the religious and secular powers – in this case the Jewish and Roman – combined to condemn and execute an innocent man. As far as the powers were concerned, it was routine. Here was another religious and political fanatic, who was a threat to the stability of society and must be dealt with. Moreover, they had to do their job quickly because the Passover was imminent. They had  no  time  to consider the case more carefully, even if they had wanted to do so.

What  they  could  not  see  was  that  this  man  is  the  Son  of God. Consequently, what they did was not just another routine execution. By their decision they committed the greatest sin imaginable: attempting to eliminate the man who was their God. As he was being nailed to the cross, Jesus said, ‘Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do’ (Luke 23: 34). And later, St Paul wrote: ‘if they had known they would not have crucified the Lord of Glory’ (1 Corinthians 2:8). They could not possibly understand the significance of what they were doing. But that does not make them guiltless. They knew he was innocent, and it can never be right to execute an innocent person. They did what they did from a mixture of motives, which is typical of fallen human beings. In the mind of his judges and executioners, Jesus’ crucifixion was a typical moral  muddle,  with  all  the  confusion,  uncertainty and twinges of conscience that we all experience.

What, though, was the meaning of the Cross in Jesus’ mind? It was the full  and final expression of the love of God for his people and for his creation. He was born to be ‘God with us’, and he died as ‘God with us’. He will never take that back, no matter how we treat him, no matter what we do. He could have escaped from the cross. In the Garden he told his disciples that he could command twelve legions of angels to come to his aid. But if so, how would the Scriptures be fulfilled? (Matthew 26: 53-4). God knew that we would try to reject our Saviour. The Old Testament had made that quite clear.

The history of Israel had been one of continual unfaithfulness. But the life and the death of Jesus is one of total faithfulness, the sacrificial offering of a human life lived with perfect love and self-giving, handed over to the Father: ‘into your hands I commend my spirit’ (Luke 23: 46). The cross is the conclusion of a life that is both fully human and totally divine.

In the single event of the crucifixion we can see at the same time both the  depths of human sin and degradation, and the heights of God’s forgiveness, love and power. He came as one of us, to abide with us, and make present among us his love and forgiveness. He came not just restore to us the life that had been offered at the beginning, but to lead us even higher: to be with him, the Son, at the right hand of the Father.

Jesus’ human life ended on the cross. So the cross stands for both death and life. It displays the fact of Jesus’ death at our hands, because of our wickedness.   It  also displays God’s forgiving love, which can never be put off by our rebellion. As the hymn says:

Faithful cross, above all other:

one and only noble tree!

None in foliage, none in blossom,

none in fruit thy peer may be.

August 2017

One of the features of Luke’s gospel is that Jesus is often to  be  found  praying.  It  is  no  surprise  that  having observed this frequent activity of Jesus, his disciples are moved  to  want  to  pray like him. So, Jesus takes the opportunity not only to teach them a prayer (the Lord’s Prayer),  but  also  to  teach  them  the  way  to  pray: persistently. To pray persistently is to pray like Jesus. What does that mean?

To illustrate his point Jesus tells a parable. And he said to them, “Which of you who has a friend will go to him at midnight and say to him, ‘Friend,  lend  me  three loaves, for a friend of mine has arrived on a journey, and I have nothing to set before him’; and he will answer from within, ‘Do not bother me; the door is now shut, and my children are with me in bed. I cannot get up and give you anything’? I tell you, though he  will  not get up and give him anything because he is his friend, yet because of his impudence he will rise and give him whatever he needs. And I tell you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened. What father among you, if his son asks for a fish, will instead of a fish give him a serpent; or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!”

The friend that Jesus imagines would seem to be in danger of losing his position as friend. In the midst of an awkward situation someone has come to him for help and the implication is that this help only arrives after much asking. ‘I tell you, even though he will not get up and give him  anything   because   he  is  his  friend,  at  least  because  of  his  persistence he will get up and give him whatever he needs’

But who is really making unreasonable demands on the friendship? The man who has gently put his children to bed and is now trying to sleep? Or the friend who is unorganised and demanding and bangs on people’s doors at midnight? And, what is more, keeps banging on them, until he gets what he wants!

Jesus puts the granting of the man’s request down to his ‘persistence’, but there is a further nuance to the word Jesus uses. It is a particular type of persistence, an impudent or shameless persistence. It seems as if the reward comes to the man because he is shameless in asking and not simply because he persevered.

We might be able to see what to make of this interpretation if we look at Abraham’s entreaty in the book of Genesis that God does not destroy the city of Sodom. Abraham knows how impertinent he is being in this dialogue with God, for he uses such rhetoric as he perseveres in asking for more and more.

‘Let me undertake to speak to my Lord, I who am dust and ashes’ Gen 18,27.31: ‘Please let not my Lord be angry if I speak’ Gen 18,30.32

Abraham  uses  these  idioms  twice  each,  to  colour  his  persistent  petitions.  Like the friend banging on the door, Abraham knows he is trying  his  luck  with God, but he keeps going. He is shameless in his persistence.

The  twist in the tale, of course, is that although God saves the one righteous man of Sodom and his family, he still destroys the city. But this  should  not  distract us from the role that Abraham takes upon himself.

It  is  the  role  of  a  man  who  has embarked on a life with God, in a relationship with God. Indeed, at the beginning of this scene Abraham goes with the LORD as he leaves Abraham’s hospitality to ‘send him on his way’ Gen 18,16.  In  this  relationship, Abraham has the boldness, the impudence to ask God for things repeatedly; and God is there.

Jesus presents this relationship with a stark simplicity: ‘ask, and it will be given to you’. Following the teaching of a prayer that encourages us to speak directly and simply to God as Father, Jesus gives examples of what this means by looking at our relationships here on earth. If human beings come through for each other, our friends, our parents, how much more will God, if we recognise that we are his children? This is the logic of the simple teaching of Jesus.

God himself has already made this promise: Can a woman forget her nursing child, or show no compassion for the child of her womb? Even these may forget, yet I will not forget you’ Isa 49,14-15.

Jesus has come to deepen our understanding of what it means to have a relationship  with God. He has come to fulfil the promise of God. It is only the one who is like Jesus who prays like Jesus, who has no shame before God to keep on asking. Namely, one who is a child of God. Jesus teaches  us  that  prayer  is about simply and confidently calling God, Father. And because he is our Father, we can be bold and persistent.

July 2017

What does it mean to be a successful church? This is an important question if we remember that Pope Francis is asking  the  Roman  Catholic  Church to identify with marginalised and therefore the presumably unsuccessful of society. We might also note that Jesus himself was singularly unsuccessful. Not only did he die a criminal’s death but he only left behind a small band of demoralised disciples who had not been notable in their understanding of his ministry and mission. So do we show our success as Christians by being completely unlike Christ? Successful and powerful, at the centre of society, while he was at the margin?

If you asked this question of the Church in Corinth, the Christians there would have been very clear about their answer. A successful church they would have replied is a church alive with the gifts of the Spirit. They were very certain what those gifts were: Paul lists them in his First Letter to the Corinthians. There are gifts of tongues, of wisdom, of knowledge, of healing, of miracles, of prophecies, of discerning spirits, of exorcism and so on. These are all very exciting gifts, dramatic gifts, and it must have been very exciting to go to such a church. Yet all was not well in Corinth. The  church  at  Corinth  was  full  of  strife,  and  envying, quarrel and dissension,  and  worst  of  all when they met together for the Lord’s Supper, their celebration was not a sign of their unity in Christ but rather the opposite, a time not of affirmation but instead of judgement and condemnation.

Paul had to give them the most extraordinary list of instructions. He had to lecture them about sexual morality, food offered to idols, the ministry of the Apostles, lawsuits, marriage, even what women should wear on their heads. He is very stern, very direct and very firm. His list he admits is not complete: but when he meets them he will put them right on everything else.

What on earth had been going on? Or more importantly, as they were demonstrating so many gifts of the Spirit, what had been going wrong? All is revealed in the  thirteenth chapter of his letter. The gifts which he mentioned in his previous chapters, the gifts which the Corinthians were so proud of, might be dramatic, they might cause a lot of notice and even admiration but they were not the most important gifts. So he opens his chapter by writing that he might do this and he might do that but that if he has not the gift of love then he is nothing. This is the gift, he writes, that enables us to live, and work, and worship, and care for one another. This is the gift which enables us to build up the life of the Church, the Body of Christ. It is the gift that enables us to tolerate one another, to forgive one another, to endure what life and people throw at us but still go on hoping and rejoicing. It is the greatest of all gifts because however important other gifts are such as faith and hope they will come to an end. These gifts like all the rest he mentions will end because they will not be needed in heaven. Love, however, will be needed as much, if not more than ever, because it is the life of heaven itself.

Love is not a showy gift like some other “spiritual gifts” but it is the gift that transforms our lives more than any other, and it is the gift that bind and unites  us  to  Christians  and  non  Christians,  to  the  successful  and the unsuccessful alike. On the day of Pentecost the thing that astonished the crowd, who were from all over the known world, was that they each heard in their own language what the Apostles were saying. This was a quite different gift from the speaking in tongues which the Corinthians practised. That gift often needed an interpreter when it was exercised. The gift on Pentecost day was the absolute reverse: no interpreter was needed at all, because all heard and understood what was said. It was the sign that the Holy Spirit was being poured out on all flesh, on all the people of the world. The Holy Spirit was not a possession of one particular group of people, whether of ethnicity or religion. The Holy Spirit is not a possession of the Church or any part of it. The Holy Spirit is a gift, the gift, which as St. Paul realised unites rather than divides.

It  is  hardly  surprising that the gift of the Spirit is indeed poured out on all people, for the  Bible,  tells  us  that  all  people  are made in the image and likeness of God: the Spirit gives life to all people. Surely we are right to see this gift in anyone, Christian or not, who loves with patience and tolerance and care and forgiveness.

So what is it that the Church offers to the world? Perhaps the recognition that in the important things of life, such as the gift of love, there is more that unites us than divides us. So what is it that makes us different? Not that we are better or superior in the way that we live of lives compared to those without faith. We know that is not true, though it is a complaint that is still sometimes heard: those who go to church are no better than the rest of us. Indeed we agree, but as Christians we have discovered that without the help of Christ to guide us, without recognising the gift of the Spirit within us, we would quite lose our hold on this most precious of all gifts, the gift which makes our lives with one another possible, and even joyful: the gift of love. Above anything else it is that gift  of  love which makes our life a success whether we are notable or not, important or unimportant, rich of poor. St Paul knew that this was the only criteria which was worth applying to any church, at Corinth or anywhere else, in his day or in ours.

May 2017

We are told that is ok to be vague about certain of our Christian  beliefs  by  no  less  an  authority  than an Archbishop. Indeed when we come to the Resurrection vagueness is perhaps forced upon us, and not so much vagueness but absolute incomprehension. Although for the  sake of clarity I would want to draw a distinction between ‘knowing how’ and ‘knowing that’. I have absolutely no idea how the resurrection happened, except that it occurs through the power of God and his love for his Son Jesus Christ. But I am absolutely certain that the resurrection happened. A very important part of my belief is not just  the  existence  of  the  Church  and  my  own  experience and the experience  of  other  Christians  but  importantly  the  reaction of the disciples and others to that event.

Joy, relief, gladness and rejoicing: these were all the emotions that were absent  when  the  disciples  and  others first began to experience the resurrected Jesus. The women who came to the tomb to anoint Jesus’ body were told by the ‘young man dressed in white’: ‘He has been raised; he is not here’. And they went out and fled from the tomb, for terror and amazement had seized them; and they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid’ (Mark 16: 5-8). St Luke says that when the women later reported to the Apostles what they had seen and heard, ‘these words seemed to them an idle tale, and they did not believe them’ (Luke 24: 11).

In all the Resurrection appearances in the Gospels there is this same mixture  of  belief and unbelief, reality and unreality, mistiness and clarity, of slow recognition and incredulity. The disciples hesitated; they did not believe in fairy tales. They had been shocked by the experience of Jesus death and the experience of his resurrection was another overwhelming shock.

Remember the emotional trauma they had gone through. They had seen the failure of what they had imagined Jesus’ life and mission to be about. Not only had they seem him arrested, tried by both his own people and the Romans and suffer a horrible, tortuous death; but they also had endured the trauma of their own failure and cowardice. When they had been tried they had been found lacking. Could you not have watched with me one hour? “No!” Could you stand by me in my hour of need? “I know not the man.” If their greatest wish could have been granted, that wish might well have been that none of the event of Maundy Thursday and Good Friday had happened, I am not sure that their wish would have been to meet Jesus again and be reminded of their  own inadequacies and failures. Jesus himself recognised the emotional difficulties that the disciples would have when they met him, the  inevitable reminder of their not so glorious past when he asked Peter three times if he loved him. The Resurrection demanded amongst other things that the disciples put their faith in Jesus love for them despite the way they had behaved. After the Crucifixion not only was  the  Resurrection  too  good  (or  too  bad)  to  be  true:   it was impossible.

We tend to associate fear and bewilderment with the Cross, and joy and new life with the Resurrection. But the Gospels tell us that those to whom the resurrection was announced experienced bewilderment, terror and incomprehension: their whole world view was altered. How could  it  be  otherwise  for  to  experience  the  resurrection  was to experience the glory of the risen Lord?

When Paul met the risen Jesus the light that broke in on him dazzled his   eyes   and   his   mind  so  that  he  was  blinded  literally  and  metaphorically, spiritually and emotionally.

Here is an experience that is real and true, so that with Christians throughout the ages we can proclaim in truth and certainty and joy: Christ is risen, he is risen indeed. Alleluia.

April 2017

The first gospel that came to be written was the gospel of Mark and it was probably written sometime between AD 60 and 70. You will not, of course, get complete agreement among scholars about the date, because if they did agree they could not go on producing books about the period that Mark’s gospel was written. So sometime between 60 and 70 is probably the best answer we can get, although someone claims to have found part of St. Mark’s gospel written in one of the finds at Qumran which would make it about AD 55. So there you go.

If  you  actually  turn  to  St. Marks’s  Gospel  it is surely astonishing that he mentions nothing about the birth of Jesus. He plunges straight in with telling us about John the Baptist and the way he baptised people in the river Jordan and how Jesus himself came to John to be baptised. I suppose that we could get over that rather abrupt beginning by understanding that Mark does not have the same obsessions that we have about Christmas. But even more astonishing is  that  when he comes to the end of his Gospel, he does not tell us about a single resurrection appearance and that we might think is very odd. His gospel appears to finish in mid paragraph.

This is how the Gospel ends: the women go to the tomb; they find the stone has  been  rolled away;  they see a young man dressed in white; they do not realise that it is an angel.

The young man says to them, “Do not be alarmed, you are looking for Jesus of Nazareth who has been crucified. He has been raised. He is not here. Look here is the place where they laid him. Go tell his disciples and Peter that he is going ahead of you to Galilee. There you will see him just as he told you.”

So they went out and fled from the tomb, for terror had seized them. And they said nothing to anyone for they were afraid.

That probably is how Mark finishes his Gospel on a note of apparent terror. The women  fleeing from the tomb in terror and amazement and fright. Various people have thought that this could not possible be right; that Mark could not possibly have ended his Gospel there. So there are three other possible endings which can be found in various different versions of the Bible. My own opinion, for what it is worth, is that Mark actually finishes his Gospel at then end of verse  8  of  chapter  16  with  the  women running from the tomb. I think he finishes his Gospel there because there was no need for him to write about the resurrection appearances of Jesus.

There was no need for him to write about the risen Lord as he was writing to a community  of  faith  for  whom  experience  of the risen Lord was a present reality. In other words they did not need to be told about it because it was part of their own experience. They knew all about the risen Lord, they experienced him in their lives and in the lives of others. That after all was why they were Christians. Yes, they were very interested to read about the things which Jesus had said and done and about his teaching. They were interested in hearing about the events of Jesus life because that was a matter of history, but why did they  need  to  know  about  the resurrection when it was part of their living experience.  I  think  that is why that wonderful abrupt ending is the correct ending  of  St. Mark.  It  is  a wonderful ending because it propels us into the present experience of the Church.

In fact if you want to read about the appearances of the risen of the Lord, then the first written references are not be found in the pages of the gospels at all but are to be found in St. Paul’s first letter to the Corinthians. This letter may well predate St. Mark’s Gospel by a few years. It is interesting that when St. Paul writes about who the Lord appears to he is not actually writing about that to tell people about the interest of the appearances themselves but to establish his own  authority.  He  is argument  with the Corinthians is that while they had listened to this person and that person he was the only one of their teachers who  had  seen the risen Lord. They may have had some very interesting preachers and teachers but he Paul was their apostle. You know that I am an apostle he argued because the Lord appeared to this person and that person and then to 500 people at once and then last of all he appeared to me. St. Paul quotes the resurrection appearances of Jesus to establish his own authority. When he told them about the resurrection appearances he was not telling them something new.

Just as with Mark and his gospel so Paul was telling the about something which was part of their daily experience as Christians.

But when St. Paul writes about the resurrection appearances of Jesus he points us to a very important principle which tells us how we may experience the presence of the risen Lord. The resurrection appearance that Paul refers to:  “then  last of all the Lord appeared to me as one untimely born,” he is presumably  referring  to the resurrection experience which he had of the risen Lord on the road to Damascus. In that vision Jesus said to Paul: “Saul why do you persecute me?” St. Paul had not in fact been persecuting Jesus himself he had been persecuting Christians and that is what the vision tells him:  that  the  risen  Christ  is  to  be  experienced in the lives of faithful Christians.   Paul   had  experienced  the  risen  Lord  when  he  had  been  persecuting,  torturing,  and  murdering  Christians.   He had treated them appallingly. They had resisted with courage and St. Paul experienced the risen Lord  when  a kindly faithful Christian prayed over him, and the scales of blindness dropped from Paul’s eyes.

We may think that is was absolutely wonderful to be in the Upper Room, or to be on lakeside in Galilee, or to be in that pub on the way to Emmaus and to have seen the risen Lord, not as a vision but as someone who might be touched and felt, who you could talk to as you could talk to anyone else. How wonderful to have a vision like St. Paul and indeed some people are granted such an experience. We must not think that we are second rate if we have not had such an experience. We must not think we are somehow not proper Christians, because Jesus himself tells us that the way that he will continue his living presence on earth is through the lives of faithful Christians. That is the meaning of that very intimate scene in the supper room when Jesus breaths over the disciples and tells them that this is my life flowing into you. Now go and live that life, my life in the world today.

When people met the disciples they felt, they knew. that they had met the risen Lord. Jesus tells us that, St. Paul tells us that and Christians have experienced that throughout the ages, and he tells us that whenever you share bread and wine my living presence is there with you.

May you have a very happy and joyful Easter.

March 2017

Lent is a time of simplification; a time of giving up things. Some people give up things such as chocolate and give the money they have saved to a charity. Some people give up things so that they may have more time to pray or read the bible or take up an extra devotion. At it’s heart the inspiration of Lent is that we simplify our lives in one way or another so that we may walk more closely with Jesus, so that we may renew and re-invigorate or encounter with him.

When we talk of encountering Jesus it is always interesting to see how others encountered him in the pages of the gospel as they show us the many different ways that encounter may take place. One such person was Nicodemus, a man respected within his community, going to visit Jesus at night time, in the dark, in secrecy.

What drew him to Jesus? Curiosity about his reported actions, miracles already performed or some teachings overheard? Could his journey have been planned as a “set-up” to incriminate Jesus, on the part of the  Sanhedrin,  of  which Nicodemus could certainly have been a member?

There are three references to Nicodemus and they are only found in the Gospel of John. But he appears at key moments in the life of Jesus: in the beginning  stages of his ministry; at the time of Jesus’ arrest, when he defends Jesus’ right to fair treatment before the chief priests, and finally, when  he  joins  Joseph  of  Arimathea, another secret disciple, at the sepulchre bringing quantities of myrrh and aloes to anoint Jesus’ body.

In spite of speculation and some traditional stories which grew up around him, we actually know nothing more about Nicodemus. He made a journey which changed his life, he moved from darkness into the light of Christ and gave Jesus the opportunity to teach us all about true commitment, which leads to our glorious rebirth.

Jesus especially loved those who took time to sit down and take the risks of talking to him. Talking to Jesus was always a risk. You never knew what turns and twists the conversation would take, but those who took the chance always found that it was a risk worth taking. For the curious thing about talking with Jesus was that although he never pulled his punches, and although he could speak very directly, people never felt threatened or judged by him in a negative sense. Think of the women he met at the well. She had a very colourful past but rather than be overcome with shame and guilt when she realises that there is nothing about herself which is hidden from him, she goes to tell others to come and speak to him. “Come and see the man  who  told me all that I ever did. I think that he must be the Messiah.”

If the woman was taking risks talking to Jesus, he was also taking risks sitting down and chatting to her. She was not Jewish but rather a Samaritan, and the Jews had nothing to do with them. Her past probably made her rather unpopular in the village, she was rather free  with  her  favours  and  had  probably  upset  a  number  of  marriages. The complaint of course would surface several times: you see what sort of people he associates with. He cannot be a prophet otherwise he would know what sort of life this person and these people  had  led.    The  same  is  true  in  this  conversation  with  Nicodemus.   Of  course Nicodemus is taking risks, but so is Jesus. Nicodemus may be cautious but Jesus is not, he speaks clearly and fully to him. If Nicodemus had wanted to he could easily have gone of a told people about the heresy that Jesus was teaching.

Some Christians speak of conversion at the work of a moment. For those of us who have never felt a moment of complete and utter change in our lives, Nicodemus is a great encouragement. Nicodemus had the extraordinary privilege of meeting Jesus face to face in the flesh. He had the great opportunity of spending time with him, and the rarest of all commodities spending time with him alone. Able to ask Jesus whatever came to him and was important to him. But for all that, he was not immediately convinced. He was perhaps a cautious and reflective man.   He  met Jesus.   He  saw  how others behaved towards him and treated him. He knew that the Jesus trial was deeply flawed and unjust. He thought deeply about things, he took time to make us his mind, yet I think that once he had made his mind up he would be steadfast in the decision he had taken.

So  here  at  the  beginning of Jesus ministry we have Nicodemus interested but cautious, taking care not to risk his reputation, or his position or compromise himself, by coming to Jesus under cover of darkness and in secret. What sort of disciple we might ask, would he make? But then after Jesus had been arrested, crucified, died and been buried,  at  what  would  appear  to  be  the worst moment Nicodemus makes up his mind. When he had absolutely nothing to gain,  there  he  is  on Easter morning walking down the road not under  cover  of  darkness  but  in  broad daylight going about an unmistakable task. He is either bent under the weight of the burden he is carrying over his shoulder, or perhaps he wheeling the spices and myrrh on some kind of trolley or cart, making his way to go and embalm the body of Jesus. It is an unmistakable act of discipleship.

Nicodemus shows us what discipleship can be. Some can say that they have met Jesus and he changed their lives, but for the rest of us it is no less important to be able to say that we are walking with Jesus, that we are talking to him as we journey on, and that he is changing our lives. If we take the risk of revealing ourselves to Jesus of showing him   what   we   are  like,  then  Jesus,  we  can  be  sure,  will  also  reveal himself to us.

February 2017

In church there are certain prayers for which we are obliged to stand. This is because these prayers are taken from  one  of  the  four  Gospels. We stand to show a special respect for the Gospels; but it would also seem appropriate to imagine three of these prayers (the other being the Lord’s prayer)  being delivered by people standing up: The first is the Benedictus, Zechariah’s prayer of blessing at the birth of his son, John the Baptist, with the child presumably in his arms.  The  second  is Mary’s prayer as she greets Elizabeth after the message  of  the  Angel  Gabriel. She is described as standing up and making her way to Elizabeth — the Greek word for standing up also being the word for resurrection. The church stands and recites or sings these prayers at Morning and Evening Prayer.

The third prayer is in the Gospel for the Feast of the Presentation which we celebrate on the 2nd of February. (There will be a Sung Mass in church on that day at 12 noon. This third prayer is the prayer of Simeon the priest and it is part of Evening Prayer and when it is said Compline, the last prayer of the day. Simeon takes the child Jesus in his arms, and being in the temple is surely standing to do this.

We stand as a mark of respect but there is more to it than that. Human beings stand up while other animals walk on four legs, which is what is really meant by the phrase ‘creeping things’ in the seven-day creation story in Genesis. So standing up becomes a symbol of our full humanity. It  also  shows that we are alive. In the great mediaeval paintings of heaven, the saints stand for eternity, without ever growing tired.

It is curious that these prayers are prayers involving children. One is part of a joint prayer of praise between two pregnant women, Elizabeth and Mary,  while  the  other  two  are by men holding babies in their arms. Tertullian, the third century theologian, saw that what really showed the difference the Church had made to the ancient world was in her attitude to babies. It was commonplace for people to abandon unwanted new-born  babies  in  the  open. The babies were either left to die or where taken to be used in utterly inhuman ways. Christians took these children to themselves; they embraced them and brought them up, so that they too could stand for the praise of God.

It is sometimes said that some men do not want to be fathers or that they are  afraid  that  the  child  will  in  some  way  replace  them.  The Old Testament contains many stories about men, from Abraham on, who do not easily accept the children they are given. The stories culminate in the  New  Testament  with  St Joseph  who  sums  up  so  much  of the experience of the men of the Old Testament, being told not to fear to take Mary as his wife, for that which is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit.

Part of the problem is in an extraordinary way the child, consciously or not, is a sign of death. The child comes to replace us. Zechariah talks in the Benedictus of those who dwell in the shadow of death. Simeon has been told that he will not see death until he has seen the Messiah, or to put  it  another  way,  when he sees the Messiah, then he will die. The paradox is that only by accepting death can we accept life. This of course if very true of the child Jesus, we must welcome him into our lives so that he increases and we decrease: it is part of Resurrection which is not just something for the future but which starts here and now.

What about the women then on this feast. The strange thing is that Mary’s prayer the Magnificat does not address a child. Instead the prayer speaks of the future, of the generations to come and the pattern that God has established for history, where the proud will be laid low.

I think that this different focus is because women face a different temptation from men: men are tempted to reject the child; women are tempted not to let go of their child, not to allow their child to face the dangers of the world. This too is to dwell in the shadow of death. The  Feast  of  the  Presentation  is a feast of light against death’s shadow. A man and a woman overcome the fear of death. The man by accepting the child, the woman by presenting the child to God, like Hannah before her, but in a vastly more profound way. Given up to death to overcome death, Christ is the light of nations. Something worth standing up for and celebrating.

January 2017

The first Sunday of the New Year has an apparently outrageous title, it is the celebration of Mary the Mother of God. We could say that this feast has a great dogmatic and doctrinal significance, or to put it another way it takes us to the heart and wonder of our faith. The feast always falls a week after Christmas and after the excitement of angels, shepherd and Bethlehem it is as if we take a deep breath, calm down and remind ourselves that yes, this is our faith.

The title of the feast in the original Greek is Theotokos which means ‘God-bearer’  and  is  not  simply  a piece of flattery about Mary; we’re not in the business  of  being sycophantic here, but are actually claiming that Mary, a humble  young  woman  from  a  nowhere  town,  a nowhere country, in a seemingly   God-forsaken   era  of  human  history,  gave  birth  to  God.   So  immediately we realise that the feast is not primarily about Mary, it is about God. We are only interested in Mary because of what she shows us about God. That is always true of Mary as it is true about all the saints: we are interested in them only because they point us to God. The truth about Mary as God bearer is at once outrageous, and yet essential to our faith. The significance of this title is not so much in who Mary is as in who Jesus is. Mary is called ‘Mother of God’ because  her  first-born  son,  Jesus of Nazareth, who was circumcised two thousand years ago in Palestine, is really and truly God. Not ‘God’ in inverted commas, not ‘God in a way’ or semi-divine or ‘so perfectly in touch with the divine that he can be called “God” in a very real sense’. He was, is and ever shall be God, the divine Son of the divine Father, the Word that proceeds eternally from the Father. He is the word made flesh as St. John puts it, and he became flesh just as we all have in the womb of our mother.

This God was born of a woman, born under the Law — that is to say, born in a particular time and place, into a particular culture. This is the point that Saint Paul makes in his writings: if God was not in Christ then our faith is in vain. If that child was not God, and if that man nailed to the cross was not God, and if the  man  who  came  out of the tomb to live forever is not God, then all our religion  is  futile.   Whether  our  idea  of  religion  is  a set of philosophical propositions, a strict moral code, a sense of communion with ‘the divine’ or a warm philanthropic glow, without the historical grounding of the birth of the man who is God, it is not Christianity and it is not the Good News.  For our faith is not a human philosophy but a divine truth. To put it bluntly, you couldn’t make it up!

When  the  shepherds  first  heard the Good News from the angel, they told everyone  they  met, and were met with wonder, a wonder composed of amazement,  incredulity and outright mockery we could well imagine. The shepherds, however, saw the child Jesus and went away glorifying and praising God. If we dare to model ourselves on those shepherds and tell the Good News that  Mary  points  us  towards,  we  will  equally  be  met  with scoffing and contempt.    No  matter:  we   have   encountered   God   because  we  have  encountered Jesus, and we go out glorifying and praising God. The Lord makes his face to shine upon us, and it is the face of Mary’s son.

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